Angel Stagnating
Thread Topic: Angel Stagnating
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I cold.
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Maybe i should join vc too.
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All my friends are in vc.
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Head empty.
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More.
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Love that.
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SAID YOUD KEEP ME SAFE, NOW YOURE TEARING NE DOWN
AM I LAID TO WASTE NOW THAT YOURE NOT ARIUND
CONE AND LEAVE YOUR MARK, VANDALIZE MY HEART -
Y'all I thought i previously said something about velcro. ðŸ˜
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Everyone needs to play Persona.
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I feel like a failure. I left my second job and it's only been two days. I was fairly good at it, and I didn't mind any of the responsibilities. So why didn't I vibe with it? Why wasn't i happy? Why was i not excited to work there? The people were nice, it was calm and quiet. It was the perfect social setting, not too social for me, and yet, I didn't enjoy the job. I feel like I let everyone down because I quit. I feel weak for quitting only after 2 days. I feel like I'm just not good at keeping commitments now. I feel like trash. And I feel like I didn't just let my boss down, but everyone else around me outside of that job. They wanted me to stay, but I just couldn't.
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Now my mind won't stop screaming at me. Saying how much of a worthless failure I am. Saying that I don't deserve to enjoy my day off tomorrow because of how stupid and weak I am.
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I guess I didn't fail. It was a trial period for a reason. And I tried something new. I'm not going to enjoy every new thing I try, even if I'm good at it. What I learned in residential stuck with me when I've been job searching. Don't look for a job that you fit, look for a job that fits you. I fit the job just fine, but something about it didn't fit me. I can't pinpoint what it was, but I just didn't feel particularly ecstatic to do the job like I thought I was supposed to.
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But even with that, I feel like I've destroyed something. I've failed. I've let everyone down.
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I'm extremely stressed today. My day wasn't supposed to be like this. I was supposed to go to Starbucks and enjoy myself, but look what happened.
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Made it.
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