~Love and Deepspace~
- Locked by Br0wnieBunny on Aug 31, '24 9:31pmReason: owner request
Thread Topic: ~Love and Deepspace~
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Now we eat dinner and get ready for the next day.
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Today I made my hair look cute.
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I hope that one day I'll love myself...
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I need to remember to make more pancakes on Wedsnday. It was really cool to have food to just heat for 30 seconds, pour syrup over, and eat on days I have to work. If I make my food when I'm off, I won't feel so stuck and dragging in the morning.
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The problem is that cereal doesn't give enough nutrients these days. It doesn't keep me full for but an hour, but the dead weight is in my stomach so I can't eat more. It's like eating water for breakfast. I used to eat a lot of oatmeal, but with my current dental issues, it kept getting stuck in my teeth for days no matter what I did. So I've mainly been eating sandwiches for breakfast.
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I'm making very small progress to fixing my teeth, as well. I'm trying my best. I just hope I'll be okay and not f--- my system up with the amount of painkillers I have to take right now...
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I feel so dead inside.
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The more I think on it, the more I realize everything I'm "working towards" is pointless. I wouldn't have to do any of this if I just didn't exist, and I don't necessarily want to be alive, but since I'm alive, I'm forced to take care of myself, so I have to work to spend money to take care of a body I never even wanted....
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I don't feel okay, but I can't keep going to the hospital.
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I honestly don't feel like I can function today, but...
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Let's see what happens, I guess.
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Humanity sucks.
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Unprovoked and he still decided to be as crappy as he could.
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Did not understand a word of that.
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Now what?
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