Cafe Boy from LeBlanc
- Locked by Carri04 on Jan 17, '24 10:03pmReason: Request
Thread Topic: Cafe Boy from LeBlanc
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So, let me get this straight. I said no and now I'm just dead to you? Nice. Real nice.
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What a lonely moontime...
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Screaming.
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Why do you put up with how that guy treats you ?
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Every relationship I've been in, I was always willing to see it through until I absolutely couldn't. This was my first time actually breaking up with someone and not being broken up with, so I thought maybe it would go differently... I wanted to be a good friend and at least be by his side in that sense. And I don't really know anyone else. I've been trying to get friends for years and all I do is get hurt... I want to believe he'll change and things will get better, but I...
I just feel like I don't do enough... There has to be something more that can be done to change this, right?...
At the same time, though, I feel like I'm just getting stepped on at this point...
Last night he asked me if there really was no fixing us ever being together again, and I told him probably not... We were going to game but he shut down on me and I was up all night alone... He still hasn't said a word to me, and it's been like this eceb when we were together... I thought maybe it'd be different as friends, but even then I was wrong... -
One thing as a person who knows a lot of people is that they tend to show you who they are and very seldom change. I can see you have been trying very hard for this dude but to me, it doesn't seem he respects you enough to give a damn. Have you considered not talking to him as much and seeing what happens? I don't think it was over for him in his mind truthfully and he's (what's the expression? Playing in your face? Or was it neck? Nevermind it. ) You don't deserve that kind of treatment. He's lucky that you would even want to talk to him after not being in the relationship anymore.
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I didn't really want to discuss anything like this here... That's why I was asking about if you had any other places we could talk, but I guess it's fine...
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I apologize.
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You're most likely right... It's not like I wasn't told and didn't see how he just doesn't contact people for days or weeks or months on end...
He says it's because depression and his mom passed last year... I mean, I'm depressed and several people I was close to have passed, but, whenever I brought that up, people felt I was invalidating his reasons to act this way... -
People? What people ?
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I've traveled all my life back and forth between states when my family members died... I didn't have a choice... I even had to get pulled out of my academy and got behind in school because of the deaths that occurred... Each time, my parents were the ones going to situate houses and plan funerals, and I was just stuck in that atmosphere... The most recent death I've still never gotten past, and it's what sent me to the psych ward a few years ago...
I've been depressed for so f---ing long, but I can't take the excuses for just being s---ty towards others anymore... -
Look, I've lost a lot of people myself and still try to treat people I care about with decency. None of that sounds decent.
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You're right... I can't even think of any excuses to persuade myself otherwise...
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I think that means there are no more excuses.
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You're right...
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