You don't have to be sad about it,
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Thread Topic: You don't have to be sad about it,
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Mother Nature
About Me
I go by B, Blair or Chainsaw. Any pronouns are fine. I'm 23, I've been here for a while.. Probably won't be on much but I'd like a homebase for when I am.
Mostly just dumping my thoughts and sings stuck in my head -
I have been on a major Declan binge lately. I'm obsessed. The vibes are immaculate.
I couldn't pick my favs if I tried. -
I'm doing well though. Anxious about the holidays but kinda just.. vibing. Writing. Working. Existing. It's a pretty peaceful season of life for me. All feels right, I am where I'm supposed to be.
Ya know apart from the world burning around me but what can you do!! -
If you like groovy music please check out declan mckenna i am obsessed
I scream sing
I don't love a lot of music but i adore him. -
I'm also reading more
Getting back to my roots
It's weird cause? I've just been healing my inner child lately. My inner teen too. I just feel like things make sense now. -
Maybe it's because my brain is almost fully developed
My sisters birthday is tomorrow.. -
these are so good and im glad i finally made them
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hey you rlly dont have to acknowledge me or say anything back but i just want u to know at least on my side we cool
i hope life and healing is kind to u -
we're cool :) good, i felt really guilty about the way things went down.
I can't believe it's almost been two years since I started this job. It really saved my life. Or it made me want to live, I guess. We're having a party today to celebrate because four of us are coming up on our two year anniversary.
Like, it isn't just the job, but that's a huge part of it. It was also my dad, my friends. Friends plural!!! I'm not bragging but I've never had so many. I was such a lonely child who desperately wanted friendship and it's funny because just about as soon as I get comfortable being alone, they just start turning up.
And two of my best friends are moving in together literally this Friday!!!!!! which means I can see them both so easily
Idk it gets better. Not perfect, but better. Slowly but surely. -
the only thing weighing me down is financial instability but that's getting better too.
well, ish. -
and no i never did get professional help, but not for lack of trying
the bulls--- I went through with psychiatrists and therapists and inpatient programs was honestly... to summarize... traumatic. f--- that one therapist in particular. -
Wow I sure wish i wasnt ill all the time
So grateful my coworkers are all understanding and accommodating.. it makes such a difference and is why I'm able to work when i feel s---ty. I know they'll always allow me to go take a short break or eat or whatever i need. I feel so lucky that they don't judge me or hold it against me. -
Working for corporations before was so miserable and impersonal. I love working for a small business and personally knowing the owner. It's so drastically different.
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My boss is still a little shady but i am so in love with this job. I wish it paid better ðŸ˜
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I deserve to be paid better. Got me doing graphic design and s---..
I know I just got a big raise but 😠ugh how is it the most money I've ever made and I'm still struggling !
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