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In my zone and I ask about them making small talk you'll be seen as approachable nobody knows shlt about me because they all like talking about themselves only but I know everything about 5 of my coworkers and they’re really nice now so if you get an office job just do small talk and let them talk about themselves when appropriate
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I have a picture of the family from a pumpkin patch thing we did a few weeks ago and only one asked me about it so even though im younger than most of my coworkers they know im on the same boat as them family wise yeah I don’t really have much to say I don’t make it rain by far not even close but it’s kind of soothing being able to exist without thinking about making ends meet it’s so calming now I think last week I had $50 to myself something I never had before since 2020 I don’t really know what to do with it so it’s just there I like it though a few months ago I never had that.
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Oh I kept the 0 on the sides 1 on top haircut. My zumiez manager surfer hair is over there isn’t a single trace left on me from my alternative days other than my tattoos and gauges I have to wear flesh toned ones to cover up the holes I don’t know I don’t even think I listen to much music anymore I think bring me the horizon was the last thing I heard now I just drive in silence honestly I think I damaged my hearing sometimes all I hear is ringing yeah my life is just a life I don’t really know what to type I don’t usually come on here saying neutral stuff
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Oh we have a dress code that’s really all I can think of I don’t decorate my cubicle I only have a rubber duck the picture from the pumpkin patch and a calendar and then all my office supplies but other people have theirs decorated I just think it would be embarrassing to decorate it and then get told at the end of my three month trial that they have to let me go and then I take everything down and lug my cardboard box out the door
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No financial issues just mental health issues
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Nothing to do with my job or those around me I’m content with what i have it’s not exuberant but it’s way more than I ever thought I would have as a teenager but that feeling i had when I was a teenager it’s back that empty black hole of sadness and nothingness
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It’s not depression it’s that feeling i had that i filled with parties hu and alcohol my first two years of university because the feeling was strongest then i am worried no suicidal tendencies that’s the thing just emptiness i can temporarily fill the void but then when I’m alone with my thoughts it comes back
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I’ll be fine I guess I just wanted to reassure myself just 3 and a half more months and I’ll have health insurance and enough money saved up to get at least 2 therapy sessions
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Looking at the people that went to the when we were young fest in jealousy because I wish we could have afforded it that thing looked so cool
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100 percent would have brought back the emo swoosh I had for that. Life is good no complaints about anything I was just talking to a coworker that was also alternative when they were a teenager about the fest and they mentioned that before MySpace there were sites with forums where you would talk to strangers you had things in common with and that reminded me of this site because this thing has been around for ages
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It also took me 10 years to finally appreciate how cool it is that all the forums have names that are just like a floor plan of a house that’s cool I never noticed that when I was younger or if I did I just glanced past it
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What the f---
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I have 12,000 in medical debt 5,000 in credit card debt and I paid off $700 of student loans the 5,000 credit card debt is from when I couldn’t afford my textbooks and the 12000 is from when I was told in the er that I had liver damage from drinking too much during my third year right now I’m setting aside about 50 bucks from my checks so I can pay back the credit card the medical bill i wouldn’t be able to pay back in my lifetime that’s just staying there
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Aside from that I’m fine it’s work but it’s not as draining as retail is and we are staying afloat my spouse owes 6 thousand from the hospital together it’s a little under twenty five thousand dollars in debt despite the two of us working full time and having night part time jobs living in a lower income area with the bare minimum expenses
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Sometimes I sit with her and wonder what we’re doing wrong because we don’t do anything flashy but we somehow have no savings despite both of us having degrees. I have two and I’m in debt for essential things I had to consume and I’ve come to terms I’m just never paying some of those back
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