im screaming from my bedroom window
- Locked by breadgirl69 on Jul 26, '23 10:40pmReason: Owner's request
Thread Topic: im screaming from my bedroom window
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Grow the f--- up b
Youre not special -
Get your s--- together. This isnt even hard.
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ugh the self hatred is strong today
As is my overstimulation. The dogs.... are not helping -
not the INSANE christian lady i work with telling me i have demons that need to be exercised moments before she loses her mind and starts cursing me out, insulting me and screaming at me.................... okay
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i left, obviously, lmao
why the f--- have they not fired her?
i told them i will not be working with her again :) -
cool i love being angry
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What's your opinion on Joe Biden
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don't like him but would vote for him over desantis or trump. i hate politicians in general tho. biden can get f---ed but at least hes not actively taking away my rights.
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FACTS!
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hey spoiler alert loser, it doesn't work out
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but you are happier for it, somehow
giving myself a week off from stressing -
i wish i didn't feel like i have to do this, but
i want to save up the money for the vet tech course, and I want to save up enough money that i don't need two jobs to pay my bills while i do it...
this is second job #3 this year but i just cant do the s---ty management in a soul crushing workplace. i won't be spoken to like i'm stupid. i can't do the toxic drama. i like mentally cant survive it... i am so blessed that the dog hotel has been the safe harbor that it is. things are changing and i don't love some of the stuff happening there but. it's not toxic (at least not yet) and i don't constantly feel like im drowning when i'm there. most days i even genuinely enjoy it! it's fast paced, it's fun, straightforward... i really do love it and i'd like to do something similar in the future.
the crux though is it doesn't make near enough money. isn't that a shame? find something you love, something that makes you want to live, but... it won't pay the bills, well, it would but it wouldn't leave even pennies to save.
but i would rather starve than go back to a job that breaks my will to live like that. BUT i also have 4 little mouths to feed, and goals, things i need money to do...
so two jobs it is. but i have the privilege and, frankly, the need to be picky and find something that won't drain me in the process
I have to remember, this isn't forever. one day it won't be this hard. we're getting there. we just have to make it happen, you can sit around and do nothing and then be shocked that nothing has changed. 75% of manifestation is taking steps to make that s--- happen.
and trust the universe knows what its doing. if it doesn't work out, it wasn't meant to. take the lesson and move on. -
I want more out of life. I am determined to make things better.
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My friend is going to let me do some training with her dog! I'm very excited!
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where does the anger come from
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