Standing Here, I Realize
- Locked by Carri04 on Mar 18, '22 4:05pmReason: Owners Request
Thread Topic: Standing Here, I Realize
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Okay.
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So I guess I'll play Wordscapes for a bit.
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Wordscapes doesn't even want to work. Too many ads
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If I'm not a burden, why do people speak as if I am, directly in my face?
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I feel broken. I feel like I was thrown away. Mom usually makes up excuses as to why she doesn't answer her phone, and Dad usually tells her that I called, but now, he's not even talking to me. Like, neither one of them answer whether it's important or not. They don't care and I can't come to terms with any of this. Why? You knew you'd do this to me from the start, didn't you?
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And I'm here just hanging on, but I physically feel like my hear is being crushed in someone’s hand.
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It's hard to breathe. I feel like I'm suffocating.
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I don't want to be here and my heart doesn't want me to, either.
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I just want to leave existence for a few days.
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Or maybe longer.
Who says I'd have to come back?
Who says I need to?
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All wishful thinking. We all know I'm damned to stay here, so no need to think too deeply on that.
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My head feels weird again, but that's normal, I guess. It always feels this way when I
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Look at all the s--- you believe
I don't believe anything; I just get dragged through it. -
This is fine.
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No parents that care. This is fine.
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