Casa Del Fuego
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Thread Topic: Casa Del Fuego
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Why r our pfps alarmingly similar
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i think i'm just having a day of doubting myself.
feeling like a problem or whatever.
missing family, friends. the usual, just like 10 times worse. -
I understand the feeling. Self-doubt is really hard to get past, but remember, how far you've come and how you're still here says a lot more than your doubts can.
You're not a problem. Some people are often misunderstood and general population just doesn't know how to deal with or get to understand them. It's not you're fault you're different. Different isn't a bad thing.
I'm sorry. I know they mean a lot to you, but if you gave up now, you could be certain you'd never see them again. When you become an adult, it'll be your choice to try to get back to them. No one could stop you. -
i have a hard time believing anybody wants to be around me today.
yeah, but the question is, will they remember me? i doubt amanda or my dad will talk about me. i'm the problem child. i'm pretty sure my dad disowned me. -
Well, I definitely want you around. Any life is a precious life, and even if you get into things, occasionally, that shouldn't define you and it doesn't. I really value you. You just seem like someone who needs company and a helping hand—someone who will always be there for you. There are people out there. Either you'll find them or they'll find you.
Even if they don't, it gives you a chance to start fresh. I understand that feeling, and I don't know how to make it any better. I'm sorry that's happened. But, there are still others who will always be there for you. -
i get it. it's just so hard to believe that i'll ever find those people, or that they'll ever find me after what's happened with other people. being betrayed by friends, being gaslighted, used. it's just so hard. i have a sort of separation anxiety and it comes into play so much. more often than not i'm afraid of pushing people away because of it.
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I understand that and can relate entirely. Ever since I was little, I was always being used, lied to, and gaslighted by people who called themselves my friends and even blood relatives. It's hard to trust when you find someone that they'll stick around, but, even though you feel weary from throwing your trust out there just for it to be broken, you can't give up. It's scary to trust that someone will be here forever when you don't even know the outcome of one day to the next, but, if you stop trusting, you'll begin to forget how to love. You'll grow cold and ouch people away, or your anxiety will get the better of you every time. It's something I'm working on, myself. It hurts, at times, but I know you're stronger than your fears.
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thanks raiden. i just have a really tough time sometimes. i have always just wanted to give up when things get too hard. it's such a habit.
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It is quite s habit. But, if you don't feel like you can keep pushing, just keep focusing on getting by one day at a time. Change is sometimes fast and sometimes slow. You never know what will happen. Things can go from bad to good just as quickly as good things seem to go sour.
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that's true. i guess i needed that...
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If I can help you even a little bit, I'll gladly do so, even if it's just me talking to you. I don't like to see people suffer and especially not in a situation too similar to one I know all too well. Remember: you're not alone.
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thank you raiden. it is nice to have someone who understands.
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It's no problem. If you ever need to talk, I'm here, unless I'm busy and not here.
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okay! i'll remember that. i just don't want to bother you.
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It's okay. I don't mind. I'd rather help than to watch you suffer.
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