Were gonna have a good day
Thread Topic: Were gonna have a good day
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i want to know if he would still care about me
because if he just added me i know i would add him back so fast and just jump right back into our little talking stage -
like was i different for him
or was i the one that he talked to that sucked
bc yes i get if it sucked for him but i felt understood and i felt loved -
i don't think im the one that got away cuz we never dated but i know he really liked me bc he talked about me to people and people i dont even know well have come up to me and told me that he really really liked me
and i know how it sounds like im a terrible person who keeps hurting this guy but i literally would do so much for this guy he actually deserves the world and i want him to know that im not a shallow person -
because i know that im a good person inside and that i deeply care about people and that i have so much love for people, but this was not my best work and i wish he got the best side of me ☹
it's abt the fact that i rlly liked him and also the fact that he deserves so much -
i relate to jo march bro i wanna be loved so bad but i want to accomplish more than that
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page 400 yay
im going to bed -
i genuinely don't like being on vacation with my mom or just being around my mom when shes like this
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we just always argue and shes so entitled and can't even look at other viewpoints and its so f---ing annoying to be around somebody who's so close minded
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and every time i wanna do something she guilt trips me, manipulates me, gaslights me
when i started wearing makeup she said my face was uglier with it on
when i started doing my hair she said it looked bad
when i got my hair highlighted, she started going off about how being natural is so much better
and then shes always on my ass about using too many beauty products? like tf do u mean i wear mascara, blush, and highlighter it's not that deep -
and like i'm not a little kid anymore so i wanna do my own things instead of always doing what she wants to do and i feel restricted around her
whenever i do anything that i want to do that puts distance between us, or anything that makes her feel like im independent, she goes and does something to make sure that i cant
like my friends and i wanna go out and do something and shes suddenly like "no you guys are coming with me" -
and i would appreciate it if she let me grow into my own person and let me drift away from her instead of trying to keep me under her influence
like i'm not gonna emancipate myself i just want to do what i want to do and her trying to keep me away from that makes me feel claustrophobic -
whyyy do i get called selfish for not wanting to do something with her like im my own person and i don't want somebody up my ass about it
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bc of that i don't see myself visiting her when im older like i genuinely don't
at least not often but being with her is like pretending that i want to do what she wants me to do or else im gonna be manipulated and shamed -
"you put on so many products you should be natural like me"
"ur so selfish"
"i look so young and gorgeous everybody thinks that im so young looking"
like im so serious this s--- has come out of her mouth -
today she dragged me out to an aquarium that i apparently liked when i was 2 years old and was trying to be all nostalgic but completely ignored the fact that i hate aquariums, don't want to walk around looking at fish for 5 hours, don't even remember it, told her that i didn't want to go
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