The Boy from Nibelheim
Thread Topic: The Boy from Nibelheim
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That's why it's great you have this platform to vent and speak to people who may have similar issues
I hate that you gotta deal with that and a lot of people in our family are like that, though they mean well it's hard to be around -
I'm having so much trouble handling this, though, and none of the coping mechanisms taught me how to deal with people who sit here and tell me I'm not believing in God enough, I'm depressed because I rejected God, and I'm not doing anything to help myself. I feel so unstable right now, but our aunt's already in bed so I can't even talk to her.
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I feel like a qorthless piece of s--- all over again. Like I never even received treatment.
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I don't even know what to do.
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I knew Grandma was kinda strict, but I didn't think she'd be this judgemental. I just want to make it through the night so I can talk to the psychiatrist tomorrow. Please.
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Learning how to deal with really holy people like that usually come with being around so many over time
They believe in all honesty that they're right, the way they talk to you, and the best way to deal with it from my experience is just nodding along with it and continue to vent to the places you know you can and exploring ideas for yourself -
If I came this far for nothing...
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Maybe you're right.
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And though they can be really stressful tbh, social media apps have been a really good way to get away from all of that
Especially ones like Pinterest that have a bunch of different things to bring new ideas and inspiration to you -
That's how I ended up here at gtq in the first place.
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If there's no one else up to talk to about things especially involving our family tell me about it cause honestly I feel the same way and it's good to finally not be the only person who's somewhat feeling pressured by everybody
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I appreciate it.
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Tbh Grandma probably isn't the best person to be around when you feel the way you do it'd be different if it was a spiritual thing or smth
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Glad for that at least
Can't believe the internet always comes down to the last resort sometimes 😓 can't even talk to the ppl around us -
I know. I figured it'd be bearable since I only have to be with her until our aunt gets back, but, you know, after I finished watching the church service, while I was trying to get ready for bed, she came in the room and made me read scriptures. And it was like she put me down for not being instantly happy after praying. For the last time, I DON'T HAVE SOME STUPID HAPPY SWITCH! Telling me to be joyful will not make me joyful. And some prayers take time.
It's because of all this that I only consider myself religious and not Christian. I believe there is a God, but if this is what Christianity is, I want no part in it.
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