hello
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Thread Topic: hello
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anybody online?
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I'm here. Having an existential crisis though, as usual.
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hello, im also amidst a crisis
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Sorry about that. What is it, if I may ask?
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finding myself, i suppose. people seem to use me then leave me, so i'm doing some major thinking. what about you?
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Yeah...unfortunately there are plenty of people in the world that do stuff like that, it's hard and rather sad.
It's a mix of a lot of things, honestly. Life going downhill for me, missing my friends, feeling alone, completely unmotivated. Even if I could get past all the immediate issues I'm having, I then would have to solve mid-term issues, and then also long-term ones, and I'm overwhelmed. -
what's sad is how many of them i was close with and trusted. and they all left without much of a word
so, life. gotcha. that's never good, but what helps me is stepping back and taking a breath. maybe pick up. hobby or something to take your mind off everything, which i know is easier said than done. -
Dang, ouch. I'm sorry about that. That kind of thing, or at least fear of it, is probably why I have trust-of-presence issues. Like, perpetually in the state of being ready for the closest people to just disappear one day. Sometimes it feels like now I'm the one disappearing, just slowly and painfully.
I'd probably already be taking similar action to that, but the problem is, the way my life is set up right now, I really have no separation between "on" and "off" states, my hobbies are the same things I'm trying to figure out how to make my main thing. At the same time, I'm good at separating just doing stuff for fun and doing stuff to get better, and if anything I've been spending too much time on the fun side of things, because I'm so overwhelmed with trying to get my life in order and failing miserably. -
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