i'm not aggressive, i just ooze masculine passion.
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Thread Topic: i'm not aggressive, i just ooze masculine passion.
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š MCNUGGIES YAY
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okay so
story time
so
back on wednesday, i had the āintrusive episodeā with a fictional character taking over my senses - later that day i also did research and made the psa about it, and another āalterā presented itself on the day after that. please donāt be mad at me or anything, but i did more research and i donāt think i have partial did or anything like that
so hereās what i think was going on:
so i know of a part of ocd (and iāve been officially diagnosed with ocd) that not everyone has (my brother actually has it iām pretty sure) where when you hear of various mental disorders, you might obsess over whether you have it or not.
so basically, back on wednesday, what iām pretty sure happened was actually that i was obsessing over having DID so harshly that my brain got to a state where i dissociated for a minute or so and then subconsciously convinced myself at times that i was different people. i sort of realized this by looking back on my thoughts throughout this whole process and it makes a lot of sense, which also feels kind of terrifying at the same time and i donāt know what to do
iām honestly just really scared for my health at this point and i know i need a therapist but i canāt get one because theyāre literally all booked
welp -
welp good morning
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Morning
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Hello! Kai!
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hi
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No one is here. *tears slowly roll down cheeks*
I want friends. -
ā¦ iām here
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I'm being bullied. No one likes me and makes fun of me for messaging people here.
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Kai, are you okay?
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no but itāll be alright
is everything going alright with you? -
I know you weren't talking to me but I'm sad.
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Kai, I'm very sorry. Do you want to talk about it?
Also, I am fine. I just kinda figured out my mom was going through my room and might have cameras in my room.
Curo, I'm sorry. Hope you will cheer up soon. -
Maybe. Where is Kai?
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oh ells thatās terrifying, iām so sorry <3 hopefully all goes well, and iām here to talk if needed. and tysm but iām not in the best mood to talk about it. if you waves know whatās going on (unless you already know) then you can check the second post on this page
iām right here curo
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