butt baby
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Thread Topic: butt baby
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Oml I think it's almost out
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I have cinnamon in my throat from cinnamon toast crunch I thought it was almost out
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"Cinnamon"
Now I must do lore dumps on rps that aren't here -
Okay, so Lorelai's father was never in the picture. She doesn't know him.
Her mother became an alcoholic before Lorelai was born.
Lorelai, is the youngest of 6.
In Order of Oldest to Youngest, it goes:
Lachlan (17)
Eden (14)
Mirabelle (9)
Orion (7)
Pariah (5)
Lorelai (2)
Lachlan was basically like a father to all of the children, but he wasn't perfect. He was actually quite troubled. However, Lachlan did the best he could for them. Their mother was very vocal when drunk, and could get violent. Lachlan always handled it, but the others could usually hear everything that's happening. Lorelai cared for Lachlan more than anybody in the world.
Eden didn't really talk to Lorelai or the others, she stayed in her room and tried to live a normal life. She'd be over her friends house most of the time. Any time she had to help Lachlan, she'd complain the whole time.
Mirabelle was aggressive towards most people, and picked up the toxic way their mother would talk to them. Lorelai hated Mirabelle, because she'd just talk down to her and the younger ones.
Orion was deaf and mute, but he always seemed to have kind gestures. It was always hard for Lorelai to communicate with him. As he got older, he did seem to just roll his eyes at anything Lorelai said. He didn't want to play with her, as they both had a lot of trouble understanding each other.
Pariah was very similar to Mirabelle. But she would get physical. Lorelai tended to be the one who got most of it. Lorelai hated her even more than Mirabelle, but soon put her hatred on Orion for allowing this to happen. As she'd only do it if it was them alone, or if Orion was there. -
Lorelai didn't grow up with friends, she was very afraid of people. Except for one boy, named Clay. They stuck through being excluded together for many years. Things changed in high school. Clay and Lorelai used to bicker, but Lorelai still loved him. He was all she had. Clay, did not return those feelings. He was mostly with her as a shield, and wanted out.
Clay wasn't evil; he wasn't using her the whole time. But as they grew older, they had a lot of differences, and Clay felt their personalities simply didn't click. Lorelai just didn't care. He didn't have anyone else. However, he befriended this one girl during the summer. Her name was Jasmine. Lorelai didn't like Jasmine, because she fit in. Lorelai was jealous of her. She felt betrayed when Clay chose Jasmine over her. She was back to being alone, but not for long. -
Lorelai is 14 now. One day, when she thought she was alone in the bathroom, she started to cry. However, a softer voice asked if she was alright. The voice introduced herself as Lapis, and she was two years above Lorelai. Lapis and Lorelai quickly became friends. Lapis was also what you'd call an outsider. However, Lapis was also very into this cult you'll later learn about.
One thing about Lorelai that I didn't mention, is her prophetic dreams. Her dreams can somewhat predict the future. Now, the reason she was crying in the bathroom, is because of the nightmare she had. This will come into play.
Lapis and Lorelai became closer, and Lorelai told Lapis about these dreams she has. Lapis hugs her, and realizes that Lorelai could be a great use to keep around. Now, Lapis lies and tells Lorelai that she also has prophetic dreams. -
Lapis spends the next couple months being what she knows Lorelai wants; a friend. Tells her she's not alone, and that she knows her pain. However, she also sprinkles this cult's beliefs into it. Lapis basically tells Lorelai about cult fully. The whole thing basically says, that the ones that find the key and helps destroy this world, will be rewarded with godliness in the new world.
Lorelai immediately starts to think about how bad she'd want to be a deity in a new world. Lapis decides to make sure all of the hatred that Lorelai has keeps getting built up, so that she would snap. And when she was 15, she did. -
I never finished this but basically she and Lapis killed her whole family
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I feel bad for being annoying
But on the other hand, I always feel like everyone outshines me and I have to put in extra effort to be seen -
Because I know if I didn't, and I was as quiet and mellow as I am irl, I wouldn't be anything to most of the people I'd meet
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And it reminds me how lonely I am
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I don't remember the last time I talked to someone irl that I'd consider a friend
I destroyed all of my friendships by disappearing and I'm not sure if it was the right or wrong choice -
On one hand, it wasn't very smart to just go away, and now I have no one really
But on the other, maybe it was better for them. That I went away, I mean I wasn't anybody's "best" friend. So they had others around. And I'm not good company.
Maybe people are better off if I'm alone -
Sometimes I wish they'd say they're annoyed at me
Because I can't tell what it is they don't like about me
I just want to know if it'd be better to change the way I act
I just kinda used improv and stuck with the same character
I didn't really play it smart -
But if I suddenly change, everyone will notice
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