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My dumb--- really flew out to see him because he had promised to change but all he did was give me a check to go get into the facility I wanted because mentally I wasn’t doing well but then months later he asked for that money back because he needed it since he had a new girlfriend who was like 20 🤡
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My credit score plummeted because of my loans I’m so sad.
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I wish we could sleep but what’s the point of sleeping now if I have to get up and start my day in 3 hours .
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Well that’s about 2 hours of sleep if it takes me the full hour to get to sleep that’s better than staring at my project because I think I know what’s missing I have to change the end plug and hope to god that after everything is attached it works and doesn’t burst into flames
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Let’s not be negative though I got Bs all through this semester except for math related courses I got a 92 there that’s the only thing I’m actually good at. Physics 4 years later is still biting me in the ass and makes me cry last semester I had to retake the course I took my sophomore year because it wasn’t allowed to be transferred and I am convinced that’s what caused my November breakdown. All physics courses I have taken have been low B barely scraping by the C by like one or two points. It’s torture I don’t like it.
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But you’re supposed to shut up no I’m not I hate it I literally question my existence every time I’m in a lecture or staring at a physics textbook
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Hey, are you okay?
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You’d think that because everything in my life falls apart due to my crippling mental health issues I would have dropped out of college by now but in reality I haven’t and the only thing holding me back all these years are the student loans I have taken out because if it wasn’t for them I would have dropped out already LMAO don’t think I haven’t though about it before
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Ah sorry i just refreshed my page yes I only come on here to talk about my days and everybody kind of leaves me alone because they’re used to it so sorry I’ll hide from recent posts if it bothers you!
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If a relationship is toxic and it’s tearing you apart you should leave lmao you will be f---ed up like me if you keep on going
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Oh my god that was so cringe “you’ll be f---ed up like me” that sounds like something a joker fan would say I may be many things but an incel is not one of them no no ah
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No but I am messed up emotionally but I think that stems back to childhood trauma that prevents me from having meaningful relationships where I don’t feel the need to be a push over for my relationship to not have arguments. I literally hide my real personality and shape it to their interests.
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Lmao but i would rather sell my damaged stomach lining instead of dating anybody. Imagine me dating nooo
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Wait speaking of which cat girl asked me to go with her to visit her grandma in Texas this summer because she needs to show them a boyfriend
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No I’m not dating cat girl I don’t have any feelings towards her other than sibling affection
Do you guys remember me logging my progress
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