Solar Eclipse
Thread Topic: Solar Eclipse
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holy fudge cakes why am I tearing up
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nobody really bothered to understand why I lashed out so much and why I broke out into tears when someone asked me a simple question and why I was so f---ing angry and rude all the time and why I was such an attention seeker until I got put into that damned mental hospital.
oh and then they made a huge deal about it.
sure, I’ll take your word for caring about me. sure, I’ll take it. take it for granted? sure. sure. -
dawg I’m out here spitting nonsense
sounds better in thought format -
guess everything I planned out didn’t really go as PLANNED.
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technically nothing goes as planned, I couldn’t really have expected an open door to sugar cakes, sweet tarts, and a loving family
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but I still kinda wish I got one; then I wouldn’t be as damned as I am.
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no, this is unfair of me to put the blame on them. are they bad people? yes. but honestly me becoming a different person because of it is my fault. i let it overcome me.
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but then again, can’t really stop it. i get these intrusive thoughts so randomly man. they won’t stop. i feel like I’m driving myself insane tryna stop it.
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not only the scenes I’m reliving, but the emotions I felt during the time too. i felt so damn helpless and scared, literally I fought so hard.
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i sound like a mad person lmfao
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need to get over it, it’s in the past
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except for the fact that the past feels like the present.
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okay I need to stop, this isn’t a venting site
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gonna keep posting until the next page bc I don’t need to see this lmao
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