Oblivious
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Thread Topic: Oblivious
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dragon eyes Newbieive got nothing but time to listen
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can i listen, or is it personal?
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lol well basically I've been moving for two years. My dad is military and we were living in Tennessee where we had been living for about 4 years already. I had kind of grew up there, even though I've been mvoing places my whole life. But when 7th grade ended my friends turned on me for some reason, probably because it wasn't my hometown and they were mostly family. My dad got deployed to Afghanistan and during that time my mom and I moved down to Texas because that's where we thought we would end up living next. I was really happy for the new start and that year in 8th grade was the best year of my life. I grew as a person and learned how to be myself without any shame (which was great because when I was younger I was bullied because I was so nice and innocent). Then my dad came home from his year deployment and the army told him that he can't go to Texas but that we'd be stationed in Hawaii. So yet another move came and this time it was overseas.
So it's been a whole year that I've lived here in Hawaii and it never became home to me. I couldn't relate to anyone and there is really nothing to do except the beach on a small island. It's pretty much the opposite of what I'm used to. Plus my dad has served 23 years in the army and has developed medical problems and bad PTSD. And school has been horrible, I've always done really well in school but this last year in 9th grade I haven't been doing so great. I went to public school (which is horrible compared to the mainland), got sick of it and started homeschooling. Which has been even worse. Luckily I'm almost finished with 9th grade so I'll have a new start.
And lastly, I'll be moving AGAIN because my dad is getting out of the army and my parents are going to retire in the northeast. So things seem to be getting better but will take a lot of work. Thank God I'll be able to go to a public high school that is actually good in a couple months :)
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wow, that must be really rough.
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dragon eyes Newbiei understand i use to move a bit and nobodywould like me for who knows shy but i learned something that sticks with and thats everything ok in the end if its not ok its not the end
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Yeah it gets hard, but I try to do what my mom says: "fake it til you make it". As in sometimes I'm a bit silly and random to try to spread some joy and have some myself. :) Sometimes I do breakdown but I love being there for people because I can relate.
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I agree, dragon :)
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you are a awesome person, ana. even when your down and low, you make others feel great and happy
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Thank you sisi, I really appreciate it ^^
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I gtg guys, thanks for talking wit me!
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dragon eyes Newbieanything to make some feel better
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