Chameleon Country
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Thread Topic: Chameleon Country
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Man, that's rough. I'm sorry, Cham.
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I don’t know exactly what I could’ve done to help him. Because I never knew what that kind of sadness was.
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It really doesn’t feel like my past.
People tell me that whenever they think of me, they only see a cheerful person who’s always happy to help people.
Which is true, but I don’t think my friends realize that I’m just trying not to die inside -
I don't know what to say, but I do know that you're a good person. And you deserve to be happy and you DON'T deserve this burden.
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I’m a weird ball of energy that dies out every once in a while
I’m dying inside too tho :D -
I know how you feel! Not entirely, since I'm not you. But people usually see a cheerful person on me, even though I'm dying on the inside. You don't deserve to feel this way, since you've never done anything wrong! I'm sorry to hear about your crush, though... <:(
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I’ve stopped blaming myself for my actions and how much I hurt Asher without noticing.
I really want to help myself, because I want to be a happy person again, like before the whole Asher thing. But I don’t want to forget about him, because that’s why I’m me. Then how come I don’t want to be me? -
It hurts to be yourself sometimes, but that's who we are. What would we be without our experiences and our memories?
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Honestly, better XD
It’s hard to get over that. Because each time I look back, I notice why I’m so sad, and why I liked him.
Asher was just like me, but he didn’t have the smile that I always put on my face
I miss him so much because we were so close
I blame myself because there’s no one else to blame
And I’ve forgiven myself, but for some reason I haven’t forgiven him.
Because he left me without saying much. He left everyone, and no one knew what was happening. We were all confused and scared, I just wanted to cry so badly -
Aww! I'm so sorry that happened! <:0
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I think I’ll stop venting now :)
I’m just telling myself, “Get over it, don’t blame yourself. Sure, you may have been ignorant and a frank idiot, but you didn’t know. It was his decision, so suck an egg” -
We love you, Cham :D
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Yeah
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Skrrrt
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Someone’s are me to make a fool of myself today on GTQ
I’ll do it
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