Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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I hate that I'll have to leave behind people for an uncertain amount of time, again.
But, it can be called sad once you find that people online care more about you than the people you physically know in your life. -
I just hate them so much. I really need a way out of this.
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It's ironic that he shares his name with Solid Snake.
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Just drown in the pain, wake up feeling forgotten.
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I couldn't bare doing that, so I deleted it.
I think, maybe I should just keep my mouth shut, from now on. -
My stomach is killing me, and I'm still tired.
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I'm an emotional mess, not fit to be with anyone, I suppose.
Maybe I should let it go. I probably shouldn't tell him if I have the chance because what if something comes up? I might get my feelings hurt or I might hurt his if I'm not into him like that after all this time, even though I thought I was.
I shouldn't say anything.
What he doesn't know won't hurt him. -
I feel like trash.
I don't talk to anyone at home, anymore. Over the course of three days, my most used word has been "mm-hmm." I try not to say anything more to them. -
I feel so alone, and I'll feel worse after today.
I just talk to myself, now and imagine someone's listening. -
Hm.
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I don't want to leave.
I'll be back to talking to myself and being miserable.
The only people I have close to friends are here. I may as well no not a single person irl, because I can't really talk to them, and the ones I can talk to don't help. -
I don't have a choice, though.
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Today, on Quotev, I released my newest story, Zekida: Personatied. It's seriously about me, but it's played off in an ironic manner by placing my personality and struggles mainly into the male protaganist, Zekachariel, and then a bit into the female character, Nagisa.
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If you put two and two together in certain instances, you can see fully who I am/what I'm dealing with internally and externally.
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I have such a headache just by seeing the light of day. It makes my eyes go blurry. My vision isn't always blurry, so the eye doctors might not want to give me glasses, but the light is nearly always bothering me and giving me headaches. I can't go around wearing shades all the time, so I would need glasses, anyway, right?
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