Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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I've always had the feeling that some of you (a lot of you)
maybe all of youhate me, so that's nothing new. I'm going to stay in my threads for most of my time being here.
It's the only place I can be without disturbing others, I hope.
But, maybe I'll go for now. -
Ultimately, I can't trust anyone online, so...what am I expecting? I honestly don't f---ing know.
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"Come on, little lady, give us a smile"
No, I ain't got nothin' to smile about
I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for
A moment to say I don't owe you a ---damn thing!
I, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life
I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind
They talk s---, but I love it every time
And I realize
I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a ---- of a night
That I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a ---- of a night -
I don't like your little games
Don't like your tilted stage
The role you made me play
Of the fool, no, I don't like you
I don't like your perfect crime
How you laugh when you lie
You said the gun was mine
Isn't cool, no, I don't like you (Oh!)
But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time
Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time
I've got a list of names and yours is in red, underlined
I check it once, then I check it twice, oh!
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me do
I don't like your kingdom keys
They once belonged to me
You asked me for a place to sleep
Locked me out and threw a feast (What?)
The world moves on, another day, another drama, drama
But not for me, not for me, all I think about is karma
And then the world moves on, but one thing's for sure
Maybe I got mine, but you'll all get yours
But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time
Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time
I've got a list of names and yours is in red, underlined
I check it once, then I check it twice, oh!
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me do
I don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me
I'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams
I don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me
I'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams
I don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me
I'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams
I don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me
I'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams
(Ooh, look what you made me do)
(Look what you made me do)
(Look what you just made me do)
"I'm sorry, the old Taylor can't come to the phone right now."
(Look what you just made me do)
(Look what you made me do)
(Look what you made me do)
"Why?"
(Look what you just made me do)
"Oh, 'cause she's dead!" (Oh!)
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me do
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me do
Now I'll remember the whole song. -
I always forget at the second verse.
I've only memorized Rain On Me.
Goodbye, thread. -
Alright...
I'm scared, but here we go. -
Hopefully this will go better, and my thoughts will be understood this time around.
I mean no harm. I never do. -
I need to zero in for a moment, so I'll be back.
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I have finished.
I don't know how he'll take that, but I've put it in my best words. There really isn't much I can do, but I don't want him to be upset because he misunderstood me and I didn't understand at all. -
I don't have any time to work since it's almost snack time, so I'll just wait a bit.
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I just wish he wasn't so quick to get upset. It makes it hard for me to understand, and things are already hard enough for me to understand. I have trouble grasping several everyday concepts at times, and if I haven't been trained to react on certain occasions, it makes me really uncomfortable, and the conversation scares me.
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I don't bring this up because it just sounds like an excuse, but I know my limitations. I've been working on getting past this, but I can't do it alone.
Could someone at least notice my attempts? Acknowledge that I'm trying my best here? -
I was non-verbal until I was 7 years old. Even now, I honestly don't like to say much. My parents are always getting on me for nodding, pointing, or gesturing, but it's what works best for me.
It is hard. I really started talking good at 12. Now, I don't really want to talk anymore. I can type easily to some extent because I don't have directly voice anything. These are my honest thoughts, and I just type it as I feel or think them.
Nobody would have ever guessed that this goes on, however. They may see that I'm not good at talking, but all of this? Perhaps not. -
I know we dont talk often, but I am here for you. Whenever you make progress, that is amazing, because you are stepping forward. You are changing. ❤
If no one else notices, I do -
Thank you.
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