Just help me please
- Locked by Faceless Knight on Jun 20, '20 9:28pmReason: Owner's Request
Thread Topic: Just help me please
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I wish I didn’t let things get to my head so easily, it makes me seriously upset. The window was open and I heard my siblimgs taling about me, saying super upsetting things. I guess they watch me at school and how I interact with people. I find it extremely rude, when do they have the right to stalk me. I know I shouldn’t be tearing up but I am, they’re saying I don’t have friends, I’ve got a high ego, I’m stupid, I’m crap at basketball, and they’re putting down everything hood that I’ve ever thought about myself.
And, I know for a fact it isn’t true. I want to think that I’m a decent person but they put me down because it makes them feel cool, it makes them feel better than me. And guess what, I’m sick and tired of them teaming up against me when they think I’m not listening, -
They’re crappy siblings. They’re constantly laughing at me, I barely want to show up at dinner. How can I? They’re so insensitive to me, and they don’t understand how I feel.
They’re screaming about me outside and I want to scream back. I can hear them and they don’t know.
Why do they have to put me down like that? -
See, this is the part where I use their insults to my advantage. Make it a point to hang out with your friends. Show off your good grades. Prove them wrong on everything they say.
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But I feel like I am some sort of clingy parasite person. They bully me because I’m different from them, and it really gets to me. They don’t understand that I’m fine of hearing and I have feelings
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Go on a rant to them.
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I can’t. Every part of me is crying, if I try they’ll put me down more. And tell everything I’ve ever told them as a secret.
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Are they logical?
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any chance they'll feel worse if you lean into it at dinner? just really start sounding bummed about the things they said, but without letting on that you heard them saying it?
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Yes, more than me. And they know that I get hurt from what they say, and they use it to their advantage.
I don’t want to have to sit by them at dinner tonight, knowing what they said about me. -
Well, then it should be pretty easy to show them that you are none of those things, unless they're super stubborn.
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They’ll know about it, and they won’t care.
They don’t feel bad about anything, and it’s the truth. They want me to kill myself, and they’re trying to make me do it -
I don’t think this is appropriate, saying this in a place where anyone can say anything.
I know some people are sensitive so I’m going to stop, it isn’t fair to anyone else.
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