Light of Dawn, Place of Dusk
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Thread Topic: Light of Dawn, Place of Dusk
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Barely anyone understands me including myself, yet you seem to think they don't try
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They do try, and I'm aware of this.
I can't do this anymore. I'm sorry if I offend/annoy/anger/upset annoy because I'm like this. Would I like to act more "normal"? Yes! But am I? No! -
you’re not being criticized because you aren’t “normal.”
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I understand that you all are tired of seeing me like this, and I'm tired of being this way, but when I say "I can't" I mean "I CAN'T".
I am fully aware and acknowledge that I might not be all that stable, and I apologize.
I also know that I don't understand or know everything, just like I don't even know or understand myself.
I just want to be able to be somewhere--anywhere for once, that I can just be whatever it is I am and no one get annoyed or whatever because of it.
THAT IS ALL I WANT. -
i was only trying to help you. i never said i was annoyed by you.
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I'm really just venting. I appreciate that you were trying to help.
I honestly don't want to be here because I feel like I'm a burden to the world and myself, but I don't get a choice, and that's the worst thing to know. -
I always feel ill in one way or another. My stomach has problems, or my head, or my heart, or my arms and legs.
I'm always in pain, but I push it down. Even if no one did anything directly to me, my biggest pain is living.
At the end of the day, I could only sit in my room and think about how the day went--realize that I'll do it all again tomorrow.
At night, I don't want to say prayers, but I do it anyway. But why wouldn't I want to? In hopes that God will not protect me and I die for whatever reason.
I've begged for this to end, I've wanted nothing to do with life, I've been in several situations where I could've died, and yet I'm still here. This is my punishment, before I've even done anything. -
Alright. Who's the wiseass mocking me?
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Okay, whatever, man.
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I'll be out in fifteen to make dinner.
Sucks I couldn't go a day without doing this again. -
I'll get by...???
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Nope.
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Sonic in a hoodie. This is perfect.
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Every time I swallow, my ear hurts. I think something's going on with that.
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no one’s mocking you. it’s funny for you to assume that.
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