The wounds that never show...
Thread Topic: The wounds that never show...
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I'm naturally cold, naturally lonely. I try to be more sociable but that only destroys me.
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this is my life. don't love it, just live it.
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Wow, 200 sad posts. what a sad day it's been.
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Here it is. I'll stay, now.
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Life...………………………
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My...poor...tummy.
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Hurts
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This is a sad day for me.
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My tummy always hurts. No cure for Midna.
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I'll live.
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I have to cook dinner tonight.
I don't wanna cook.
Don't wanna sound spoiled, but this week's been rough. Wish I could be pampered, sometimes. That'd be nice.
I'm gonna have a little fantasy, now. Prolly -
I'd love it if someone tended to me like I was the only girl alive. I'd be adored even for just a day. I'd be noticed, appreciated, recognized as someone pretty and unique. I'd feel beautiful and priceless. I'd love to feel so worshiped for a moment--treated like the queen my family nicknames me. I'd want cuddles from time to time and walks. I'd want the company. I just wanna have someone to fall back on when life overwhelms me so I don't have to feel so lonely. I don't want to be up at night all by myself with no one to talk to. I'd go on midnight walks with them, and I'd do anything we feel like doing. I wouldn't really care what we're doing as long as we're together.
I want someone who'd just be there for me, and I could be there for them. Really, I don't care if they ever pamper me. I'd pamper them, but make sure they can still stand independent. I guess I just really want someone to share my life with. I've always felt so alone, and no matter what I do, I can't fill the emptiness of not having that. I know how to stand on my own, but that's something I want to be able to choose to do, not something I want to be stuck doing forever.
If only the fictional characters I create were real. I guess they reflect on what I'd want in a true being. But, I've yet to see anything like this, so that leaves me to believe that it doesn't exist.
I want to be proven wrong. I want to know that for once in my life, what I feel...isn't how it is. -
Akihito
Oh, I wish you were real.
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