The Paradox Dimension
Thread Topic: The Paradox Dimension
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Aaaaa
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My heart hasn't been in things since my dog passed. I'm sorry everyone
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To add to things, my boyfriend has been ghosting me for over a year so I don't really have anyone to talk to
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It seems like the harder I try to hang on to those i love, the more I lose them
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This truly is my last vestige, the one positive from my golden years that hasn't crumbled yet. I'm afraid to post on here too often in case fate decides to tear it down, to leave me with nothing
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I mean, I'm in the gtq discord, sure. But my discord is full of reminders of those I've lost. It is the last place I talked to my last boyfriend, and I can still see him getting online on there. But honestly, after a year of trying to talk to him, and all the dead chats with friend groups that have long since disbanded and friends that have passed away, the application seems like a black hole on my phone.
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I used to role-play. And daydream about playing dnd styled adventures with characters. I fractured my psyche to truly develop characters in my head. They're still there too. Just quiet. I suppose I stopped talking with myself even, in a manner of speaking
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As far as this site goes, I've been afraid of stepping outside this thread. I'm not the lurking king I used to be. I'm not the teen sitting on his laptop all day hitting the refresh web page button like I was all those years ago. Most the people I knew on here moved away from the site. For many reasons. And I'm afraid of stepping out there and getting myself thrown out from my last refuge because I instinctively rp everywhere I go or don't know who is who anymore. It's all so intimidating and...and I need to sleep. I'm sorry GTQ. I truly am just an old lizzard in the corner
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I just hope if one day i dissappear off here people will remember me as fondly as I remember everyone else
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