my thread ^-^
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Thread Topic: my thread ^-^
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Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out
I'm really not so with you anymore
I'm just a ghost
So I can't hurt you anymore
So I can't hurt you anymore -
2000s pop
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me: I love you
them: why
I know it’s stupid of me to rant about it instead of saying it to their face. but, I’ve said why. I’ve said it so many times yet you still ask why? I’m trying as hard as I can to make sure you feel loved, I really am. if I’m not doing well, I like to know so I can make sure you do. I know you struggle and so do I. I can’t f---ing be lovey dovey all the f---ing time so you feel loved. I can’t hold a f---ing mask on all the time. I have so many things I could say as to why I love you, but I can’t. my mind doesn’t know how to say it. I do nothing but try to show love and try to show that I do love you but am I doing good? Is it enough? will it ever be enough? I just don’t even know if I’m even trying anymore because I’ve shown that I love you so many times and still do. or are you acting like this so I can leave? I’m not going to leave and I never will, when I love someone I stay with them. I don’t want to have to explode and go into a bad episode and f---ing end up being nothing but emotional and ruining us. what can I do to make you feel loved? I don’t know, cause I’m doing everything. -
It’s a bad idea for me to not have therapy
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I’m a sobbing mess
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I haven’t been doing well with my body recently. I keep trying to get better but I don’t know if not eating or eating a lot is better, so I do either one now. it’s getting bad
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he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
did you know when I was a kid I always got he loves me not? It hurt like hell and made me so sad. kinda shows how sad I’ve always been since I was a kid. -
i’ve always been sad haven’t i? must’ve started after i came home from visiting him.
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yeah i definitely need therapy,, going through half the s--- i did and having several mental issues really took a toll on me.
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i wonder if i can go whole info dumping on something
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found a bunch of info about someone from my past, this is fun
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well a good thing coming up is my bf’s birthday so that’s great :3
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never have i been happier to be on it
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gonna get these dino keychains for me and my bby soon :3 if i don’t get all these other things at the same time it’s ok!! i’m saving up for doing a hugeeeeee haul from romwe and getting it too :3 it’s like 54 bucks rn so i’m probably gonna change it up a lot lmao
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stuff in cart:
- dino keychains
- vinyl earrings
- paperclip earrings
- pentacle earrings
- plaid skirt
- black teddy bear shirt
- black 2000’s looking shirt
- cheetah dress
- skeleton necklace
it all adds up to $57 oh damn,, i took out s--- and got more than i wanted
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