Feelin' Fresh
- Locked by Dark22978 on May 19, '20 5:37pmReason: Owner's request.
Thread Topic: Feelin' Fresh
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you have gtq u have me u have these friends on here right?
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Sure, but, I won't be seeing them often. I can't be here like that.
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even me? im nice im not crazy tho.
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I don't know, but I'll be here whenever I finish my other classes while I'm doing my research. I may or may not be here next week too, since it's a double-research project. Well, actually, it has four parts. But, anyway, I don't know.
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Why am I so afraid to...
I think I'm afraid to grow up...???
I wanna grow up. I've hated my childhood. There's nothing to like about it, and I never got to enjoy it as a kid...but, maybe that's why I don't want to leave it. I never got to enjoy it.
I'm at a loss right now. -
In all honesty, I feel lost and alone. I feel foreign to that of which I should know. I know not to be a kid, and I can't comprehend being an adult, either. I just wish I could hide away and never show my face again. No one likes me anyway.
I fail to keep a realistic view of life, and I brush it off by acting comical or weird about things. I don't even know who or what I am anymore.
I'm a wandering soul without a body. I have nowhere to find rest. No matter where I go and no matter what I do, it's never enough. I could search the world for the greatest of joy and still be just as empty inside. My heart is near non-existent, and my trust in others is none. I try not to be so cold-hearted, but maybe I still am anyway. What do I know about anyone or anything? Nothing. I know nothing.
Is it wrong to long for someone to help me through this life? I've wished every single day that I'd have someone to help me, but no one ever comes. I can't be my own hero, just my own tormentor. I constantly criticize myself. I don't take care of myself. I don't know how to act anymore or what to feel. I feel...nothing...and that's not good. -
Helpmehelpmehelpmehelpmehelpme!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Well, it's come down to this. I hate myself.
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"Cast all your cares on him because he cares for you."
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Thanks, but no matter what I try, I never feel better.
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Dragonsfire come to my rp thread the internal abyss
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Can you please not summon me in other people's threads? I'll get there in my own time.
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I don't know what to do with myself. I guess I'll just live. Just like every other miserable day. All I do is live.
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Work, cry, sleep, repeat.
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Why do I struggle just to live?
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