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idk what triggered me
But i can feel an episode starting. :/ i might have to get offline for a while. As much as I value this website being om here during an episode isnt very good for me. -
If it gets bad enough i will
Sorry about this in advance y'all. -
Maybe I'm. Like just f---ed up inside. Like broken somewhere in a way that just can't be fixed. Even now, with the introspection and the prayers and the acts of kindness and the general effort im putting in to change myself
Inside I don't feel different. I feel like I'll never be "good" or okay or worthy of happiness and maybe that's why I destroy every chance I get at happiness. Maybe I self sabotage because deep down I know I'm garbage. -
I can't breathe, I want to sh so bad right now i
Honestly want to not be alive
I hate myself more than anything else in the f---ing world.
Not gonna but
I do deserve it haha. God could smite me rn with total justification.. -
cant feel my jaw from clenching it so hard
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thats probably a bad sign
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haaaaa f--- it f--- this f--- trying to control it I give up.
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Yeah i can't breathe im shaking so hard
Literally nothing is happening idk why im freaking out :( i just started. Thinking about things and things I've done and should have done differently and the noise in my head is so loud i can't breathe -
my nose is bleeding fuvkcfjjxt
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Been having problems breathing
My lungs hurt n i feel dizzy
Not sure if im having a panic attack or if my lungs are having issues -
Idontwanttobehere:(
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Hooopefully my plugs get s--- in today.
Otherwise i guess ill just hut up my backup guy.
But i REALLY want an ounce of the sundae driver -
j e a l o u s
i only have dabs and i rlly wish i had some tree rn ;^; -
Hi I’m new
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Hola this is my depression thread lol
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