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I'm trying to be better about not investing all of myself in my friendships/relationships but it's so hard because I love people so deeply and when I really, really care about someone I. Want to give them my all.
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And so in turn I've
Stopped loving new people. I've stuck soooo long with what and who I know because it's more comfortable and easy than putting myself out there and getting burned again. -
dont mind me just waiting for a narcissistic to apologize and validate the pain they caused: 💀
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i feel sick oop
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Jill dont reread the last page of this thread itll show u how gay i am
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Im ill but
I'm happy with the introspection i did this morning
I think im ready to switch back to my other thread -
A gtq trivia quiz is something I'll need help with so if you'd like to collaborate PLEASE let me know so we can dm/pm somewhere. I'd like to mainly do user trivia
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im also v interested in making all the other quizzes on my list but idk what order to go about it in
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What am I doing
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I guess when I think about it it's true
Emotionally I'm not mature at all
But I'm getting really good at. Ignoring it.
Wish I were better at *handling* it -
i still get these urges to act out and hurt people who've hurt me.
I won't. I know better. But that doesnt change the fact that those thoughts are there and they make me absolutely despise myself because
Why won't they stop? If truly I had changed, if truly I'm a better person now, why are my thoughts still pretty much the same? On the inside I'm still the same scared, hurt child. -
Today has been really hard.
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Sometimes I worry that I'm just acting like I've got it all under wraps. I wlrry that I'm fooling everyone into believing I'm not a s---ty person.
That's just the self-hate, right?
I worry that it's not. -
I cant tell you how many things ive typed out and then erased completely
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girl same
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