bubbles
- Locked due to inactivity on Jul 4, '21 3:54am
Thread Topic: bubbles
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i f---ing suck at everything
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zero
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im so f---ing close to deleting among us because everyone goes after me first. every. single. time. crewmates, imps, everyone just wants to f---ing execute me for no damn reason
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i seriously need to sleep soon or i'll miss school entirely again
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as soon as i climb in bed im not tired? my vision blurs and my head pounds, but i don't feel sleepy anymore
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i shouldn't speak to others when im so sleep deprived, it comes out as rambling
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meet my stuffed animal, monkey toes! he's very nice but doesn't stand for bullies. he prefers peace, but isn't afraid of using force. he has some problems in the head, but he's kind hearted. sometimes he sees things, and sometimes he hears things. when he sleeps he sees the demons of his past and future, and the devils hidden inside his mind. he doesn't cry often, which concerns him but it's alright. people hurt him, and he hurt people. it wasn't intentional, but a lot of hurt isnt. the looming thought of death hangs in his mind, consuming his days and giving him cravings. he doesn't want to do it, it'll make his friends and family sad. he wants to, to stop feeling so much pain and guilt. he just cut some paper not too long ago, but that can only do so much. he wants to throw the whole notebook into a trash can and burn it. he wants to burn it and forget about everything. the pain, the pleasure, the confusion, humiliation, doubt, he just wants it all gone and to have a clear mind again
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everywhere but the arm is tingly
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they all laughed and made fun while he was hurting and breaking, just trying to fit in and have friends. they lied about him, and everyone believed it. this got him in trouble, but that was a while ago
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it feels like my body is malfunctioning
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i really wish i hasn't woke up today
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maybe i can get my hoodie washed in time
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of course not because nobody ever actually takes care of their laundry, they just leave it in the f---ing washer
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does anyone wanna talk
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my heads getting scrambly again
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