~Modern Loneliness~
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Thread Topic: ~Modern Loneliness~
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Ack so I've known him for awhile but just got to be friends a while back when quarantine was in check and I had the intention of being just friends I swear. he just broke up with his two year girlfriend or she did four months ago and I'm getting over my on and off ex of three years officially leaving our friendship in the dust we've known each other for as long as I can remember so that really hurt but anyway back to the story
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we’ll call him Ralph.
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also ik emy XD XD lmaooo shush but no one else knows so-y'know
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anyways I just know the one night I facetimed him the first time somewhere he was like 'you know I'm available right?' and I was shocked and I didn't know if I heard him correctly and he was like 'ah nothing nvmd' so that was great I think thats when it all started I have no clue. but anyway the next day I facetimed him and my other friend River. river fell asleep around 2am and me and Ralph were up talking till 6am when I started my day. I started having feelings for him and I don't know where they came from or why it was the last thing I've ever expected
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we facetimed many times and texted every day and eventually he found out through mark I liked him and he was okay with it we talked about it and I found out he can't date until he's 16 and he didn't like me 'yet' at the time he said. he said I was cute and had a great personality and idk man. but life continued on as normal except until a few days ago?
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I just saw him differently. like I notice all the things about him now. it's like he literally changed my world by just being in it and I don't know if I like this or not. I swore I would never fall again after Jared hurt me more than anything when he left. But something about Ralph's different and its a gut feeling. I found out through Hazel he tells her things and hazel was like 'he talks to you differently and he said he probably has feelings for you' like two days ago and it shocked me beyond belief because I was for sure I was the only one falling in love and it sucked. and now that y'all are caught up time for how I think about him what I see in him.
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His heart and soul the way he's stubborn but not over the top stubborn, just enough to make you love it and his determination. the way he gives his heart and soul to one person for long term things and will not give up. the way his green eyes sparkle when he talks about the things he loves or when he's happy in general. the underlying meanings and tones in the way he says things. his slightl lisp is the most amazing thing ever, the way his dark hair falls into his face when he's concentrated on the things he's doing or just doesn't notice, the dimples on top of his cheeks and near his mouth, his laugh(god his laugh makes my day), the way he'll stay up and talk to me so I won't be lonely, his tall height compared to my short one is adorable. The way he's so funny and loves to make people happy no matter his sadness in general. How he's so good at things I'm not and compliments it perfectly. His patience, he's willing to wait for what he truly wants as long as the other person is. His small group of friends but how he's dead loyal to them as long as they are to him. the way he's a slight dork but its really cute. his sweatshirts, his goofiness, the way he's a general light and changed it for the better. and god I'm in love with him and it kills me.
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I can't help falling in love with him and I've resisted it many times and even tried to distance myself but it's not working and I'm kinda scared because after jared broke me I'm scared. but he's so easy to talk too and i trust him and idk man.
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okay I'm done now lol. for now. I just don't know what to do this has never happened to me. and oof
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he’s an absolute nerd.
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LMAO thats what I love about him. XD is that a bad thing?
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no, i was messing w you. xd
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message for you in my thread.
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oh okay lol cool XD I'm big dumb. what's up???
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ooo okay I'll check
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