Morning
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Thread Topic: Morning
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had a nice hot shower
trimmed my hair, might ask Chris to buzz the back -
why is my social anxiety so bad
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apple juice :)
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kinda thinking of calling the number with Chris in the room or something and seeing who answers
it didn't answer when I asked who it was and it only texted me for Christmas and Easter
I feel like if it were my mom maybe she would have texted for my birthday?
it's probably a wrong number and I'm just paranoid but I'm afraid it's one of those numbers from one of her friends that she borrows or something
it's ridiculous. I'd be surprised if she cared to put that much effort in but I don't know. it could be another attempt to get me to forgive her just so she can take advantage of me again
it's been 4 years but I still see her faces in cars. I still have nightmares about her. I'm still paranoid and scared that I'll run into her in person. and she was going through the apartment trash to find out which apartment my dad lives in. she's insane. that's the scariest thing: I can't predict her. I don't know what she'll do. realistically I know she probably doesn't even know which university I go to, but there's always that chance that she could. -
last time she got my number, she sent me texts about how I'm nothing without her, how I'm evil and lying about the abuse for attention, and all that s---. she knew how to dig into my insecurities about people not believing me and exploit that.
ugh I'm gonna have a PTSD nightmare tonight aren't I? -
*blushes*
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^pls know that was said ironically
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cute seth blushing
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Noted.
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when I blush, it isn't the cute uwu kind
my whole face gets red and my ears turn bright bright red. I always get teased because my ears get so red -
That’s still cute!
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that's not cute
that's f---ing adorable -
nononono I don't think you would say that if you saw
also I do not have a programmed response for compliments so idk what to say -
irl people get crushes on me semi-often despite the fact that I like don't talk lmao
I think it's because I'm friendly and always make time for people because I want to be useful
and also my personality is kind of childlike and "innocent"
im baby irl basically
but now I'm all fat
wish I wasn't -
im fat ugly baby with neurotic personality
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