Lying in bed
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Thread Topic: Lying in bed
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Thinking a lot about the past. The good ol days. Back before I was an adult, before I graduated. Back when I first started on here. Things were so much more lively. So many amazing, kind, funny, great people to talk to. I remember staying up late on summer nights, like until 3 am, just talking to people on here, or RPing. I didn't really have a care in the world back then.
Then, high school began. No more late nights on weekdays, but I had a computer then as compared to using a DS (still funny to think that's how I found out about this place). Time continued to pass, soon I had a job, things were changing, then no sooner than later I was a senior. Senior year went by, my time on here and all around intrest here fluctuated, then before I knew it, I graduated, and now am stuck at a full time job that I hate. I'm unhappy in life because of this job. All my friends are away at college, only one friend really talks to me anymore, and I....
I feel trapped. I've had no luck finding a different job. I'm seeing a counselor, which is helping but I feel like all our sessions are more or less the same. The one friend I talk to, which he's pretty much my only friend, is in NY for school, and I'm just.... lonely. I have no friends at home. At work. I kinda feel ready to date, but I kinda don't lol. I'm not really confident with my looks, because in all honesty, there's nothing too spectacular about me. And just....
Idk...
"What's the point of this?" You're probably thinking. "Why's he b----ing and whining about his life?"
The point I guess I'm getting across is that you kids need to enjoy life for what it is. Make the most out of everything you do, push yourself to be the best version of yourself, so you can actually enjoy life and not be miserable. I mean I know that everyone has their own problems and own challenges and whatnot, but you'll enjoy life better if you don't hold yourself back from achieving.
If anyone really cared to read this whole thing and didn't just ignore it or skip through or whatever, then thanks for listening. Or reading I guess ha ha. -
schön
Jedoch, Deine Geschichte ist noch nicht vorbei
You shouldn't feel down when your story has just begun. Life is awful but I promise that it'll have good aspects. There are still good people here. I cared enough to read this, and I believe in you -
Thanks : )
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I’m literally lying in bed right now as I’m reading this!
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