vent
- Locked due to inactivity on May 30, '19 3:54am
Thread Topic: vent
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i'm tired mentally and physically. my eyes are red and puffy and i can't breathe through my nose bc allergies are f---ing me in the ass. i've asked three boys to prom and each one basically said no. i work five days a week and i go to school full time. i get like 5-6 hours of sleep a night bc i do hw after work and then wake up @6 for practice in the morning. i'm second chair bc i have fuxking anxiety and can't play solos. my grades are all low b's and lower, mostly c's and a d or two. i still have parental controls on my phone and i'm nearly a legal adult. i don't have time to work out. i don't have time for family. i don;t have time for friends. i don't have time for me. i nap like once everyday in class. i forget to take my meds now. i don't know my self worth, but it feels damn next to nothing if i'm getting rejected like i have disease and i can't tread the water of life rn.
i can't do it -
*hugs* you can do it I believe in you
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thanks
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Your welcome
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Ilysm❤❤❤
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Hey brodude, you better catch all this love and affection that I'm sending your way 👐💓💕💜💝💛💖💞💟💗💙💓💚💌❣💟💛💘
Self care is (arguably) more important than studies, work, or social events. Set a schedule or alarm for your meds or something. I can't help about the prom thing but honestly prom is way too overrated and overpriced in my opinion. You can find a tutor (a friend, not someone you'd have to pay for-- what grade are you in? I'm pretty good at math) to help out with your grades.
Try to fix your sleeping schedule. Utilize that time you spend napping in class for time to do homework or study so you won't have to do it at home, so you can go to sleep earlier.. I wish I could help you see how much you're worth, but that's mostly up to you. I don't know you (or a lot of people on this site) as well as I'd like, but I value all of you guys and you're all worth more than you'd know to me
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