hm
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I only think about it in the night time
Always in the night time
Up too late lying on the floor
Thinking I've been here for so long
Just a little too long
Think I need to get out of the door
But I've never been a brave one
Always was a tame one
Always double checked all that I knew
But that safety is a danger
Yeah there's only one way out it's through
Oh through and through
Oh through and through I'll find my way to you
Though I'll admit it may take me some time
Oh through and through
Oh through and through
I will be there for you even if we may seek a separate light
And I don't know what I've been waiting for
It feels like I'm always losing my way
I'm doubting every step I take
I know that everything finds its place
Although I wish I knew where to
I guess I'll have to see it through
Oh through and through
Oh through and through I'll find my way to you
Though I'll admit it may take me some time
Oh through and through
Oh through and through
I will be there for you even if we may seek a separate light -
video games keep me alive tbh
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games with guns
games with swords
games with cute anime girls
games with cute anime boys
all games -
WIP of Regina
I did really really bad on Harper's clothing (shading-wise) and so this time around I'm going to really work on that and try to do some softer shading instead of what I did last time since clothes are supposed to be soft anyway
other than that I'm not mad about the way this is turning out
tried to clean up a little before taking the screenshot so that's why there's some messy eraser marks -
done
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tbh at contests I lowkey hoped I wouldn't place because I didn't want to get up on stage and stand in front of 1k+ people
but I forced myself to go up on stage anyway and I just smiled and kind of blanked out a bit, like my brain was on autopilot
that always happens when I have to go up in front of people (like for presentations and stuff) and I'm sooo grateful for that because if I actually paid attention to what was going on I'd puke -
Hattie asked me if I was nervous before I went on and I said no even though I was visibly shaking a little lmao
I just thought if I admitted to being nervous I'd start thinking about how nervous I was and then I'd psyche myself out
it was really cool though. I got to show off my new favourite tie -
In the shadows of my room
In the corner of my bed
Should've known it'd happen soon
I had to run, I couldn't go back there again
I guess it just felt empty, empty
I guess it felt like I had lost that part
But I was only sixteen, sixteen
At the time I thought my world would fall apart
I couldn't find an answer, answer
For the questions that were running through my head
All that I knew was that it was all over again
You'd do it all over again
Picked up the pieces I could find
Tried my best to make anew
In the end I knew I lost
The parts of me I felt that I just couldn't lose
I guess it just felt empty, empty
I guess it felt like I had lost that part
But I was only sixteen, sixteen
At the time I thought my world would fall apart
I couldn't find an answer, answer
For the questions that were running through my head
All that I knew was that it was all over again
You'd do it all over again
I guess it just felt empty, empty
I guess it felt like I had lost that part
But I was only sixteen, sixteen
At the time I thought my world would fall apart
I couldn't find an answer, answer
For the questions that were running through my head
All that I knew was that it was all over again
You'd do it all over again -
sometimes I feel guilty for recovering
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the first medicine I tried worked for me in a small ass dose and everything has been great but most people don't have it that easy
not that I don't still have to cope with my mental illnesses but I don't have to live in pain anymore
and I'm an a--hole
plenty of good people deserve to feel happy -
for the love of god gramma I don't want to talk first thing in the f---ing morning give me a minute
holy damn I am trying to be so patient because she's old and I know it isn't her fault she's annoying but oh my god -
if you don't stop her she will just keep on talking for eternity
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my mind hasn't been this dark in a long time
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My son, let my voice fill this room one more time,
Rehearse this line by line,
Until I'm out of time.
My son, can't you see that our troubles have run high?
This is where we draw the line,
This is where we say good-bye!
You know what I want
What I want, believe it or not, I've already got.
And I know I've got to go away
But I know it's all going to be okay.
'Cause I know, we'll never be apart
And all this is,
Is a brand new start!
And you'll wake up, my darling,
With the light on your face.
And the tears will all dry up,
When you see the change.
As you grow up, you'll realize,
This is your time to shine
You'll be the light of my life!
The light of my life!
The light of my life!
The light of my life! -
my favourite Rhythm Thief song
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