Shadow's castle
- Locked by The Coldest Sun on Dec 28, '20 12:43amReason: OP is banned.
Thread Topic: Shadow's castle
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TheshadowDrago2 NewbieNot as cute as you
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That's sweet.
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TheshadowDrago2 NewbieAs candy
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Well, I found out yesterday I probably won't be horse-riding this year. Our truck is in need of serious fixing, and it'll be pretty costly. Can't ride. Can't get to the barn to ride. That's okay. I'm secretly relieved, though. My mom wanted to put me in a series of shows, and I'm not ready for that yet.
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TheshadowDrago2 NewbieYou should choose when you do shows
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Yeah, but if it were up to me, that'd probably never happen. But I won't achieve anything if I don't do shows, but...I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE WATCHING ME!
Because of this, I think I might be losing my passion for horses. I'd feel horrible if I did. I've loved them since I was a few months old, and my parents have done so much for me. They'd never take me seriously on anything else again, and they'd probably blame it on video games because I've always seemed more interested in that! -
TheshadowDrago2 NewbieIt'll be your decision imagine everyone watching you is me
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That does make me feel better to imagine that.
But, if I lose my interest in horses, they'll never let me live it down!
Sometimes, I feel like I try to please everyone a little too much. But if I did what I wanted to please myself, everyone else wouldn't be happy with me. -
TheshadowDrago2 Newbie*hugs*
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I mean, no one's really happy with me as it is. This is an insecurity I struggle with often. I feel like no one likes me even if they say they do. You, on the other hand...either you're crazy or you love me to put up with me...or you're desperate.
Why would you waste time on a broken girl that may never be fixed when you could have someone better? -
TheshadowDrago2 NewbieTheir is no one better than you *holds you closely* I'll try my best to fix you
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TheshadowDrago2 NewbieFeel free to get nice and comfortable on me
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Thanks.
What is your honest opinion when I have conversations about my problems? Is it annoying. Does it make you feel concerned for my mental health? I'm asking because I don't want to annoy you or make you think I'm crazy. (I know this is totally weird to ask.) -
TheshadowDrago2 NewbieIt allows me to know what to do to help
Nope a little but I'm gonna help you
We're crazy -
I don't even know if I'm okay anymore.
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