7 day update
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Thread Topic: 7 day update
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Again
In May you thought I was single but I was still with Lydia
June was the last chance I had -
Then I f---ed everything up by staying with Lydia.
But you know what
I spent almost 4 years waiting for you to notice me. You didn’t so I moved on with Lydia. You can’t f---ing use that oh but I liked you since we were ___
No f--- you you should have told me then stop trying to make this a low budget romance tragedy I’m done waiting for you -
Stay with your girlfriend and leave me alone. It’s no use telling me how there was attraction since ___ and you making up excuses for things.
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It’s all too late for us now anyway . We’re both two different people from back then.
Ahhh my eyes hurt so much from crying. You guys have no idea how much I cared about this person. I cared about them maybe almost as much as I cared about Aofie to give you an idea. -
And yeah, that dream from a couple nights ago was me dreaming they would finally notice me. It was about them. I never escaped the friend zone and never tried. I guess it was for the best.
I guess their so has a point in not wanting me around. Now that they cracked their plate about how they felt towards me I feel so odd. -
this hurt me more than when Lydia and I officially ended it all.
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Can my life stop being so f---ing dramatic like I’m annoyed with myself with how bipolar my life is one minute it’s fine then all of a sudden it’s night time and everything falls downhilll
f--- man. -
I’m going to wash my face and then go to bed early. That was enough emotional drainage for one night.
Good night go to quiz sorry for being so edgy on here and documenting my life fall to pieces and not knowing when stuff Is too much to not post -
So I made the mistake of logging into the account I talked to Lydia on this morning instead of my normal Facebook and I got greeted by one of the top ten anime betrayals of all time
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When we were dating I wanted to dye my hair green because you all know that has always been my favorite color
But she said no don’t green is ugly do black or violet instead -
So I was like ok and dyed it black
Today I log on and guess what
She has green hair -
After saying green hair is ugly they dye it green
OoFffff -
Knowing Lydia maybe she dyed it blue but she used a green based blue and it faded to green
But still I doubt it because it looks lizard manic green -
But like why would she dye it blue when we dated she said she was not allowed to dye her hair unnatural colors because of work
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It looks pretty on her it complements her eyes.
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