New Beginnings on an Open Page
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Thread Topic: New Beginnings on an Open Page
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This Christmas I should watch Gift of the Night Fury again. It'll be the first time since 2014 I've had internet on Christmas, and I wasn't a Dragonite in 2014 so yeah
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Heck I've never even had internet on thanksgiving before
Talk about living a dream that I can't hold -
Well hopefully in two years I'll be stable enough to move out and get a job and not ruin my life. See how that goes xD
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Sadly I'm feeling less and less hyped about HTTYD. Not the third movie, just the fandom in general.
I'm not worried, though. I go through these slumps all the time. -
It's hard to believe that RttE Season 6 came out nine months ago
Like if you had sex the day it came out, you'd be having your baby right about now -
Dammit I should go
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I've never been so mentally exhausted in my life...
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Well that took forever
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All right bros I need to rant. Pardon me a few moments.
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For some reason, I'm getting angry at my parents (particularly my mom) way more than usual. Every day I tell myself that I hate my mom--and why?
How does it help to be negative about what can't be changed?
They don't realize how different I am. They don't know what I've been through, what I've done to myself.
They don't see the person I've become.
They just see their precious little daughter Olivia and wonder why she doesn't open up to them like she used to.
Maybe they're oblivious? Maybe they're just in denial. Who knows. -
I am so angry at my mom all the time.
She acts like a f---ing toddler or a teenager at best.
Maybe it's just the menopause kicking in? I hate to blame hormones though because
She. Is. A. Dick.
She claims to be a Christian and be all-out for God, and she hosts all these Bible studies and s---, but she's a bigger curmudgeon than my brother ever was.
She's constantly moping around, crying, pouting, complaining about how miserable she is.
Dad tries to defend her, saying that she's just lost her filter and says whatever she's thinking, but I disagree. She's just a nasty woman, plain and simple. -
I'd say if being a Christian really makes you all that miserable, why even bother?
I'm way happier than most people I know who are "Christians."
They're always beating themselves up, grieving over Thor know what, denying themselves--you know, it'd be great if doing all that made you feel lighter, but it appears to have the opposite effect.
I'd say my system isn't working too bad if I'm considerably more joyful than people who supposedly have the "joy of the Lord." What gives?
Mom would say "oh but that's just temporary happiness, and it doesn't really satisfy. Admit it--you weren't really happy, were you? Deep down, in your heart of hearts you were starving for more."
No, woman, I believe I was f---ing happy. Way happier than you've ever been with your Jesus bulls---. -
Mom is the most critical, negative person I know.
yes that's a hypocritical statement but I don't give a s---
She's constantly finding fault with others, trying to make herself look better. She's constantly depressed because somehow her lot in life is exponentially worse than everyone else in the universe. She's completely unthankful. She complains about everything. And worst of all, she won't accept criticism for it. How dare I point out her hypocrisy! -
And she throws a f---ing pity party every goddamn time someone dares to criticize her. She calls it "spiritual attack" and spends the whole day typing emails to her stupid friends and whispering with Dad. And she's all cryptic about it like she's keeping some grand secret, but I know exactly what she's doing. It's nauseating.
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