My official thread
- Locked due to inactivity on Mar 3, '19 3:54am
Thread Topic: My official thread
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Aw man I missed everyone
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Aye
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Hi! What's up?
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oh rip
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I has discord now XD
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I'm just gonna be cringy in here for a bit
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Genuinely losing my will to live again. I just want to throw a bag on my head and say goodbye. Everything is falling apart. I was perfectly fine, but then I started to think. At the party I had to smile before I broke down crying. Even though she asked me if I was okay, I couldn't just bare to say what was on my mind. I don't want to look weak. I don't belong here. I just don't want to ruin everyone's spirits . I know gammy said she'd be devastated if I did kill myself. I wish that the pills worked last time.
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(I'm just being moody so people don't come in here I'll be fine)
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I just feel I'm living in a vicious cycle, and I just want it to end, but it never stops. Sometimes I feel I deserve to be burned alive. I am tired of exploding and never being able to recover from the constant storm around me. I am not needed here. I just want to go into an eternal slumber, or pray someone else will kill me soon.
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At least every other night I end up crying or come up with some plan I'll never go through with.
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The one person I felt needed me doesn't need me anymore. So I'm useless. I am weak and couldn't help anyone if I wanted to.
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Uhm
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I think I'm calmer now
But I'm gonna leave
So the music can drown everything out -
Hey Paige. I just want you to know how valuable you are and that you were created for a reason. I've been where you are and thought things would be that way forever. You're loved and cared about.
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Thank you Anatasia. I genuinely appreciate it
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