~ Rhi's Official Thread ~
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Thread Topic: ~ Rhi's Official Thread ~
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Ever since I discovered the correlation with the butterflies and posted all that stuff on fb that only he can see. I feel 10x better. I feel like everything has come full circle or something??
Because theres a butterfly on the cover of Moenie and Kitchie.
And butterflies in Skin&Earth like everywhere
And now I understand what Almost Had Me actually meant
I feel way more free now :D -
OK not gonna lie when I first saw that wink emoji I was very annoyed and confused
But Im pretty sure imma treasure it for the rest of my life lmao
Im a sad sad girl -
Tbh I love being single
I can do whatever I want
Its pretty great -
I think I had a dream of him last night o.O
And her :3
I got to see them for a bit in Maine or something, it was nice -
Theres old emails I had where I wrote something along the lines of how
he and the other girl (who I will always leave unnamed lmao) were going to need up getting married and omg the regret is so real in those emails.
THEY ARE LITERALLY SO SAD
One I sent to my stepmom that year titled as :(
I feel like such an idiot! Why couldn't I have done anything right? I could have talked to him more, I could have waved or said 'hi' more often (this applies to both this year and last), and have formed some sort of friendship with him, but I am such a wimp that I wait too long and screw everything up for myself.
And then I go on to say how theyre probably going to end up getting married
I sent that email June 30, 2013
And then ironically after that on July 1st in my old journal I wrote about how I was feeling all better (very temporary lol) and wrote July is my prefresh start before I turn 15!
And I wrote in big fancy writing and fireworks July 1st
Thats Ds birthday ._.
My life is so freaking weird -
Came up with new nickname for that dude
Holy hottie
yep -
I hate that stupid Lyon
I swear this better not be all for nothing
Because what the f--- is the point of all of this
If only me and J are the only ones who understand it -
It's not fair
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I miss J
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I also miss German class when everything was normal and not weird at all
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I should quit GTQ lmao
Or like get a new account so no one can find me 🙄🙄🙄 -
I should quit life
Life is too weird for me
And look at me, its so weird the only place I have to talk about it is GTQ. -
*flips table*
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Da fuq, Im trying to make an angry face but the greater than less signs arent working
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