I used to come on here everyday in 2013-15
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Thread Topic: I used to come on here everyday in 2013-15
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Fast4ward Newbie
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Fast4ward NewbieMost of you guys that are active might not remember me or you hate my guts. But my old username was dark shadow or voices. I know i was a terrible person but. Gonna explain some stuff. Its okay if you guys dont believe me because i was a manipulative liar when i was active.
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oh hi
I was wondering where you went
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Fast4ward NewbieSo i had really bad depression when i was on here. I was like 12 and 13. So i said stuff like inwas gonna kill myself all of the time. But tbh i only did that because i was really lonely. I was sick of being ignored at school all of the time so i came on here trying to get yall to pity me and feel sorry. And i guess that made me feel better.
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Some people here still do that. At least you know you were wrong.
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Fast4ward NewbieBut i want to thank everyone that talked to me on here for making me feel not so lonely. But anyways in summer 16 i started smoking weed and popping pills and i did some stuff im not proud of during that time, which got me sent in and out of juvenile detention centers, psychiatric hospitals, and stuff like that. I started getting friends and feeling less lonely. I hung out with the "popular" kids as you guys would probably call them. But i was still labeled as the wierd kid. Anyways all the hospitals and placements sent me down a lonely road full of xanax and terrible anxiety. I moved from placement to placement. Im doing better now but im home doing a lot of therapy and taking a lot of antidepressants. And im still trying to find myself
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Fast4ward Newbie@Onlyone
Sorry, I didn't see any of your posts, i was typing all of that. But yeah, its gotten better but it still needs work
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