So I reached the point.
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Thread Topic: So I reached the point.
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I need help but a therapist won't work.
I have not felt the same kind of care my darling has given me in the old days In Months. "Why complain on this site?" You may ask. probably think I'm seeking attention. I'm not really though, I have literally nowhere else to journal these thoughts comfortably. life is too short to be suffering this long. -
Here for you
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Yeah I know, thanks
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💖 so are others
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I know
just in so much pain -
*hugs*
I'm here
I can't call right now
I'll call around 9:30 or 10 and we can talk -
I sent you something on quotev! Going to spam you with it, nothing mean :)
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Im sorry Dawson... I dont know how to help you... I just know that life is a cruel, beautiful, confusing, critical, risky, drastic, never ending story. Many people are ashamed of what they have done in past chapters. Or are angry about what others did. Many people try to rip those pages out of their story. But all that does is leave a gap in the book.
Many people dont like where the stories heading and throw it in the fire before it can really end. I dont know where you want your story to go. I dont know what your story has planned for you. I cant do anything to rewrite it or change where its going. All I can do is appear in it.
I cant really help and I often make things worse. Maybe I shouldnt even be in your story. But I would hate myself if you threw your story in the fire and I couldnt help you keep it going. But Ill feel even worse if Im the reason you toss it. Yes, I always put things like this in metaphors like this. I guess it makes it easier for me to understand the situation. Sorry if my metaphors are annoying... And sorry if this didnt help at all... -
thanks jinx
eh I saw
I understand Magie
I never like hurting myself emotionally like this which Is why I try to use physical pain to substitute. -
No problem
Trust me Dawson, physical pain may help at the time, but even that has a long lasting effect. -
I do that too sometimes. But I do it to keep my Autism under control so I dont have a melt down. If I have a melt down at school they would probably just say I cant handle mainstream and put me back in the Autism program.
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I seem to have misplaced my bible)
the lasting effect is for cutting methods which I don't do -
Yeah physically harming won't help
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meh
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