Show me where my armour ends, show me where my skin begins
- Locked by Dark22978 on Dec 31, '17 10:07pmReason: Owner's request. Starting anew.
Thread Topic: Show me where my armour ends, show me where my skin begins
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I know. And I'm trying really hard to trust you but I hope you see why I'm having issues. Like it's not just her, she's not the omly one who has pulled this s--- on me but I've had it happen so many times that it's just gonna take me a while. But I appreciate you being here for me, Jill, really. It makes me happy that you're trying.
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I am the one who threw the shade. How about you fight me instead?
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yo even if you won't tell me anything it doesn't matter cuz you're telling SOMEONE and that's important!
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Ahhh yeah lol parys has to deal with a lot tho and I feel bad for always going to her with my problems? She has trouble emphasizing and sympathizing with people, but she's trying really hard to be there when I need her but I'm kinda a lot lol.
Like okay for example about a month ago my bulimia got really, really bad and we had gone to arbys before a pageant and bought a bunch of food. And i ate and then after a little bit went to the bathroom and threw up and when I came back I kept sniffling because it makes your nose a little runny for a bit, and like. She knew. And she confronted me about it but O hadn't told her that when you make yourself throw up it f---s with your nose so like. She had done RESEARCH. on an eating disorder because she wanted to take care of me and. Sometimes i just think about how much she loves me and how she struggles to show it but idk I'm. I love her a lot.
Im so thankful that youre standing by my side and trying to be there for me. I know you Don't understand a lot of it, and i know that you're trying to give me space when I need it and be there for me when I need that. And I know it's hard to tell the difference sometimes because I'm pretty good at pretending to be okay until it gets bad but. Thank you, jill, really. I'm trying really hard and sometimes it's really f---ing difficult but I'm glad that we're talking again. I'm glad I didn't kill myself and leave us thinking we hated each other. -
I lowkey have enjoyed stalking madi's thread these past weeks lol
They're genuinely hilarious sometimes -
oh word? i'm actually interesting to someone?
and i appreciate you using my pronouns that's so nice -
Lol yeah it was fun to read about your adventures with that game. Almost made me want to play it.
Ahhh I try dude. Can't promise I won't slip up but I won't do it on purpose. -
I'm probably gonna go to bed now, pretty tired. Night y'all!
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oh jeez. i worried i was overreacting and getting too invested and all that crytyping was falling on deaf ears lol. it's a good game if you ever want to try it imo, but you seem like the type who'd be more into mystery games than anything. what i played is more of an otome
if you ever forget about they/them you can use she/her it really doesn't matter to me but i appreciate the effort -
goodnight!
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I changed my password to something else because again i don't trust you
I tried to talk to you off gtq and all you did was insult me. I didn't see the point.
Anywaaaays jill can you check kik lol i dont think my s--- is sending.. I'm about to switch to discord -
Nope I was reading! It was kinda funny, if a little sad. I don't really play video games lol, I kinda prefer reading to waste my freetime away honestly.
I'll try to use they/them. I don't really care what pronouns are used for me but I've having a lot of masculine days recently so /shrug -
by the way i still really struggle with that sometimes, with what I had to do and i wonder if i nade the right choice but then
Im graduating on may 19th with college credits and i think i did. Idk. -
I need to get high soon lol
With Parys or Rahshawn
But not yet bc still recovering from surgery and im not that stupid -
I dont think any of my characters have illusions towards being perfect but aris sure as hell thinks he's pure as f---
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