~Official Thread~
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Thread Topic: ~Official Thread~
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I don't feel great.
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My stomach is churning, because secretly I think I'm not good enough -
I just need to take a deep breath and calm down
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Maybe I should have trusted them
But then again I need to make my own decisions
After all, they want to to be out by the end of senior year -
* me to be
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I need to change
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I'm leveling up slowly.
That's a perk -
Do you need any advice, older friend of mine that I adore?
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I have a camera.
I want to make a video
It might help
Don't know when they'll be back though -
(Late post)
I'm just going through some rough times.
Don't know what to do -
Any chance you'd like to talk about it? I think I've mentioned this before, but I'm usually bad at advice yet willing to try to help anyway.
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I'll try to explain while I can.
I don't think I'm good enough for anyone. My boyfriend especially. He gives so many reassuring gestures, but I don't believe them. I feel bad for not doing so, but I can't help it.
My parents want me out of the house by the end of my senior year, so I'm also worried about that. I'm not ready to be an adult yet. I rarely had a child-hood. Not to mention I barely had time to be a teenager, even though I still am one. -
I'm not going to be on Messenger for a couple of days
I'll try to explain in further detail if you need -
It's okay to feel like you aren't good enough. This might be a bit of a stretch, but I feel like all humans are keen to think poorly of themselves. Especially in the eyes of others. We try to find only flaws in us, and we don't want to believe that we're perfectly fine for certain people... But I'm here to tell you otherwise. I know we only officially started to get to know each other recently, but from what I have seen from the past and now, you seem like a very mature person. You strive to be a good friend and girlfriend, and above all, you're honest and caring. I think you're good enough for anything, and if someone tries to say otherwise, I'd be disappointed in them because they're giving up a sweet person.
I know it is extremely hard to believe your partner, but try to give him the benefit of the doubt when he says you are good enough. Of anyone in your area, of any girls with similar interests, he chose you. He defends you and his own rights, and while some would be upset they have to do that, he does it of his own choice. If he didn't want to be with you, he would have left. Not to mention, from what I can tell, you both are close. He would likely reach out to you and tell you what you should "change" before he decided to jump up and leave.
Is there any chance you can convince them to let you stay if you attend a nearby college/college of their choice? Or, perhaps, pay rent until you can rack up enough money to move out? Most parents are understanding and are willing to lend a helping hand even if you're a legal adult. -
I try to believe him when he tells me that I'm good enough, but my parents have told me so many things, and I guess it's gotten to where I believe them. I'm scared that he's going to leave, like most people do. I don't want that to happen. Sometimes I feel like my words or actions aren't enough. Sometimes they seem enough, but other times they don't.
He hasn't left me yet, which I'm surprised about. We do have some meaningful conversations, but I guess it's what my parents have told me that gets to my head.
At the end of my senior year, they are moving to South Carolina. They want me to have a place on my own, along with a job. They basically kicked me out. There's no talking to them.
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