~Official Thread~
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Thread Topic: ~Official Thread~
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WARNING: RANT
I don't even know where to start. I really don't. We moved here just over a year ago. A YEAR! I thought the dress code was going to only last a month, since you had never done this before.It's getting to the point where your own kids are starting to hate you. You force us to go to church, AFTER you give us a choice to stay home or go with you. You force us to wear skirts, and I've tried being reasonable. I've tried to have a simple conversation about how I feel, but it does no good. Mom always has to put in her opinion of "You're wrong. It was your decision to". It was NOT my decision. Right after school let out, you pulled up to me and told me to get in, that we were going to our new house, which happened to be a long drive away. I never got to say a proper good-bye, or even that much.
Then, when we move up here, you decide that to throw my pants away because "it's not proper for a girl to wear them". You had never acted this way before. I don't even think you know how hard it is at school to deal with what people say. They ask, "Why do you wear skirts all of the time?" and sometimes we get bullied, but you don't care.
I've come to you COUNTLESS TIMES about --------- being bullied, and all your response it, "Oh, we'll take tare of it", then proceed to do nothing about the situation. I had to go take care of it. I had to go to the office and tell them what was going on.
I though you were supposed to be there for us.
Well, apparently not.
Don't act like you are here for my well being. You're not. I have been sick on church night's and so have ---------, but you still make us go. I'm sorry, but I don't believe that sitting in church is going to fix that.
Not to mention, when we get in trouble, you only hear moms side of the story. Grhv vkh whoo brx, vkh wkuhz pb vwxii ri pb zlqgrz? Glg vkh whoo brx vkh wkuhz pb zda vnxoo dqg pb shqflo era dqg lw vkdwwhuhg wr slhfhv? Zkdw derxw wkh wlph zh fdph iurp wkhdwhu dqg L wulhg hasodlqlqj wr brx zkdw vkh glg dqg brx vdlg, "Brx suredeob ghvhuyhg lw." And that isn't even the tip of the iceberg.
I can't even eat anything lately without feeling sick about it. When I don't eat, you say, "You need to eat more." When I do eat, you say, "You need to eat less. You're too fat." I ask for help about losing weight. Not somebody that going to put me down and make me fell worthless. Throughout all of this, I try to stay positive. I really do, but it's so hard sometimes.
It's hard when I'm breaking down, but ---------'- also breaking down, so I have to help her and be strong. It's so hard, because I'm watching her fall apart and watching me fall apart at the same time. You shouldn't make somebody feel bad enough that they have to throw up what they just ate, and even when they do, it doesn't feel like enough.
It's ridiculous, that on my birthday, all I got was a balloon. A balloon.. The keychain I have to share, because "it's only fair".
How is that only fair? I turn 17 once in my life. I turned 16 once in my life, but those days were ruined.
It's pretty bad when you look at school as a safe haven. The only place where I can be me and fully me. I don't have to pretend and put on a smile. At school, if I'm down my friends care. They don't yell at me like you do, because you think I'm mad, but inside I feel empty. I thought would never feel this way again, but I was wrong. I am back to who I used to be. A walking, talking shell of a human being. Someone who doesn't have any emotion.
And you can take the blame for that. As my parents you were supposed to love me. I don't even get hugs from you anymore.
Those stopped when I was eight. Now, if I say something that should alarm you, you say go ahead. It hurts. It really does. -
I feel slightly better, but the rant didn't cover everything.
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It's been a full three months!
I can't believe it :D -
Relationship: Three Months
No SH: Since June 22nd -
I'm glad that the PC is placed next to the window
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In the past three day I have had three different people message me if I was single... -_-
When I am single, no one cares.
When I have someone, the world takes notice and that happens. -
Dun dun duuuuuuuuuun
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Mew
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Hai
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Why do people think I'm short.
I'm 5'2. Is that short? :/ -
I'm just under 5'2". People call me short :/
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youre funsize
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Stardust: But, how old are you? I'm going to be a senior in high school. x3 I just turned seventeen.
Rvelez: I didn't think I was funsize, I always though I was tall. :P I guess it's the people I hang around. -
Hoho. Yeah, welcome to the funsize club, where reaching for stuff is a struggle. :3
I would say "tall" is more like... 5'6ish and above?
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