I'm experienced now!
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Thread Topic: I'm experienced now!
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Oh boy! That took way less longer than it took to get to junior! (Thank goodness! LOL!)
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Hey!
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Yay!*
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To celebrate, I wanted to explain something.
When I first started on this site, I was pretty immature. I couldn't have a sentence without the word society or positivity in it. I saw a post I made a while ago and thought 'Wow! Okay. So I was actually being annoying!' So I thought I'd explain. Back then, I lost a friend because she decided she'd rather have boyfriends who treat her like s--- and fit in than be my friend.
Back then, I was trying to fit in. Trying and, because I was different, failing. It came to the point where I was so misarable I actually considered that everyone would be happy if I were dead. And that's when my friend left me. So I decided You know what!?! Screw fitting in! I don't need that! And I was right. But I took it too far.
I figured that the only way I could prevent myself from loosing friends was to be careful who I trusted. So I moved away from that misarable, awful school that treated me like I was a bomb, child, or problem no matter what I did and started new. I purposely acted annoying, overly positive, and hard to be with so that no one knew they could hurt me. And now no one can hurt me. But not much people could be my friend. Because I was trying to make it so that only overly positive people who hated society will be my friend.
But that caused me to be lonely, even if I wasn't hurt. I'm still that way at school, but I toned it down a lot here. -
Of course, I'm not normal. And I never will be. I can't control that. But since I'm always talking about how awful society is, I shouldn't play their game and hide who I am. Even if it's who I want to be. I can't even handle being that overly positive person either.
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That's so sad. I hope you find friends who really care abo you. I'll be your friend Tasha
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Thanks Lyle. Sorry for being a pain in the but earlier. I really do have Autism. Actually, I have mild Autism. I learnt how to control my melt downs, talk, and understand others emotions, sarcasm, etc a while ago. But... Of course... That doesn't stop people from looking at me as a bomb or little girl.
Sorry, I got a little off topic. I sometimes tend to talk about my past a lot because I say my train of thought outloud. I want to be a Psychologist when I grow up because I like to learn and explain how the brain is working for people who are different. Including myself. I'm still learning about my brain and my Autism. That's why I'm good at understanding others with Autism. Of course, it's easier in person. -
I have high functioning.
It's ok I was just angry with you I believed you I was just being annoying -
Okay then. I'm very proud of my Autism. So when I grow up I want to use the talents of people with Autism to make the world a better place! I technically started the company Autism Helps to do so, but right now it's only a Facebook page.
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If I told my past self or your past self that we were friends now they would probably kill me. LOL. To be honest. LOL.
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I know you will help them X3
I would have cried probably and just swore a lot -
Then I would have lectured you on swearing and the origins of swears so that the swears wouldn't bother me. LOL. Then toss magic and Unicorns at everyone until the war was done. LOL yup.
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XD but unicorns are cool
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Yeah. I have a Unicorn Onsie. My family friend Chrissi has one too. I have a Unicorn purse too but it's lost sadly. I used to use it for my DSI.
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I have pjyamas onesie and slippers
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