You clicked your heels and wished for me
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Thread Topic: You clicked your heels and wished for me
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I told him I'd try to stop
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But it's so f---ing hard.
It's so easy to cut, to use the lighter to burn my skin. That hurts worse. The cuts just sting, they're never deep enough for any relief. It's pouring rubbing alcohol on them that helps.
It's unhealthy. I know. I'm working on getting help but my mom keeps "forgetting" to make me an appointment.
I hope he's not homophobic because I really need to be able to just talk.
I just need to talk.
No filter. That's it. -
I have been sleeping in The Hoodie for a week now. It's warm, but I wonder what it'd be like to share a bed with someone for a whole night. Just sleeping, cuddling, nothing sexual.
I wonder if it'll be nice.
Warm. -
We were talking about how the health industry is a f---er
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My political views are so skewed.
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I hate myself around my parents. I hate that I have to nod like I agree. I hate that I have to pretend that what they say is okay.
It isn't.
What if I marry a girl? What if I adopt a kid that isn't white? They won't want anything to do with my family. -
Everything f---ing hurts I hate thinking about it I hate how f---ed up my family is and I wish I could help the younger kids but I only have a year left
just a year
just a year
I can get through it. Orlando, I can get to Orlando with him and we'll have a nice little apartment and we'll adopt a dog and he won't judge who I bring home. I can have a study group and we'll have movie nights and I'll cook andhhe'll wash and I'll dry
it'll be domestic as f--- and I am so glad -
DO NOT f---ING SKIP YOUR ANXIETY MEDS
jesus f--- I'm such a mess
three days
I threw the pills away
Why.
I hate myself. -
Breathe in. Breathe out. 10:30. Sleep. Breathe in-
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I'll kiss you like
you kiss the top of gun after you
fire it
you'll kill me
and it'll burn so bad -
You are like a child,
smiling, innocent
red balloons and cotton candy stickiness
you'll fade, too, like childhood -
Overslept, missed the bus.
Nice.
Mom's gonna take me and Jhacobe, if she ever gets up -
Drama class has taught me so much about productions. I feel like I never truly appreciated then until I learned all the technical effort that goes into it.
I just finished painting the pageant set. Working headset tomorrow. I've got to keep busy. I can't let there be room in my head for bad thoughts. -
I love being part of something.
It's keeping me grounded.
I miss Jasmine. -
Such an icky thing.
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