private chatting thread 3.0 !!
- Locked by Br0wnieBunny on Jan 15, '18 1:39pmReason: made a new personal thread. will no longer be using this one and i'm locking this to ward off pranksters or trolls who want to bump it
Thread Topic: private chatting thread 3.0 !!
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saeran/ray is such a huge cc for me and i WANT to get his ending so bad but i also know his ending is the bad one and i hear something bad happens to him
v's ending is the good one i think, it'll probably end in a happier ending and a more healthy relationship but i just. he's a nice guy but i'm not attracted to him like i am to ray lmao -
*healthier
as you can see im trying to use simple words because i just don't have the energy to use complicated terms
i'm very sleep deprived at the moment -
oh my god. ohhhh my goooood. ohhhhhhhhhhhhh my god. oh my goooooood. i love choi saeran.
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not sure if ya caught the link in my thread, posting it here just in case
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thank you so much ahhh
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np
if you need the other ones in the series let me know -
my phone is at 2% and i'm not sure if i have the motivation or energy to go plug it in
maybe i'll use it till it dies -
I've literally been sitting here in my bed using my phone for hours
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the more I think about it the more I can't believe I'm gonna be 16
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that sounds super young to some of you guys I bet
"wow they're gonna be only 16... what" lol -
Nah that was totally relatable :)
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ray: i keep thinking about you... i took a picture of a rose i thought was really pretty ... speaking of flowers, do you want to take a walk in the garden with me?
me, internally: no no no i have to get v's ending i want to play the full route :(
me, to ray: i would love to!!! i'd be happy to go anywhere with you
ray: you mean so much to me... you're so precious, my princess, my madi ...
me, internally: don't take the compliment don't do it don't do it you have to pursue v for the good ending
me, to ray: you're precious to me too <3
ray: please become a resident of mint eye... then we can be together forever
me, internally WEE WOO WEE WOO THIS ISNT OKAY NONE OF THIS IS OKAY THIS ISNT HEALTHY I HAVE TO FOCUS ON V!!!
me, to ray: i'll consider it lol -
saeran is such a huge comfort for me that its actually so f---ing hard to be mean to him
like i almost cried because i said something mean to him in the chatroom and he was so hurt and was like "im so sorry for being a nuisance (crying emoji)" and then left
like!!? I felt like s---???
Knowing his backstory he doesn't deserve to be talked down to but at the same time I have to be firm and aggressive to steer him off and keep him away from the idea that we will live in mint eye together forever, and mint eye is a cult that literally drugs people and brainwashes them in order to make them """happy""" -
So how was your day
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saeran deserves literally all the happiness in the world and i am so willing to give it to him but not this way
mint eye is so bad for him... i'd rather get him out of there so he can learn to live a normal life again
but i just. i hate being mean to him
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