private chatting thread 3.0 !!
- Locked by Br0wnieBunny on Jan 15, '18 1:39pmReason: made a new personal thread. will no longer be using this one and i'm locking this to ward off pranksters or trolls who want to bump it
Thread Topic: private chatting thread 3.0 !!
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im excited for christmas
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two weeks and you're done for a little while
two weeks and no more writing project, no more play, no more stress from busting your ass to get the best grades you possibly can
two weeks and you get a little break :)
keep going madi, keep working hard
then christmas break will be more rewarding and relaxing than ever before -
seriously
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it feels like all my effort isn't good enough
i'm failing art class because i just haven't had enough time to finish these projects and yet i'm the one who took this class
i love art. i love my art teacher. i don't want to disappoint her, and i don't want her to feel like i took this class and it's a waste -
GOD i wanna make the honor roll again so bad
i have a 4.028 unweighted GPA right now
i really want to maintain that
but i can't if i have an F and i don't have enough time for these projects!!!!
i might have to stay after school the rest of the week and everyday next week too if i wanna get my grade back up to an A
that's all i need to keep my honor roll status
just bring that art grade back up
but it seems so IMPOSSIBLE in this short amount of time
i'm so stressed out. -
I'll try my best
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that's just what i have to do
tell myself to bust my ass and then bust my ass
i want that A. i really do -
because if i don't get it then i'll be really depressed and start overthinking again
then probably have a breakdown because i've always been an honor roll student and not getting good grades is a huge deal and i'll feel like i will never amount to anything if i don't do well in school
then i'll want to cut and the suicidal thoughts come back in -
this is getting really dark
sorry if anyone is stalking this -
i'm gonna go to bed
goodnight -
if i finish the paper mache on the deer tomorrow then I'll be able to start painting and accessorising by monday
then i'll do the quick minimalism project, which may take 2-3 days at most
i've got this all planned out -
Minimalisim is such easy art, lol.
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it is really easy. i plan on actually taking some materials done and doing it monday night just to get it done real quick, and the only thing left i have to worry about is painting my deer
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everything's working out slowly
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*taking some materials home
i need to start proofreading or typing slower or something -
it's snowing!!!
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