The Black Parade
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Thread Topic: The Black Parade
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JAE JAE JAE JAE I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW
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HE LIKES GOOD MUSIC
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Im hiding in the bathroom jdjddjll hyperventilating because i f---ed up and now the small kid feels really bad and like oh god okay so i asked them to be the new clerk for the le one class bc my old one got a job and now can give less f---s about the papers rgabDjjdjd
Okay so i was like yo mini nathaniel do you stay after school and he was like mhm depends how late and i was like oh until one o five and he was like yeah i can i was like o thats okay and i was like ok and then like he almost fell On his way back to his seay and i was like shriek
And like i dfk i make him feel uncomfortable and lik i cant take it back bc now he has the keys to the files and the office and like dhdjsjsjsj I KNOW THESE MF MILLS WILL EAT HIM AND THEN TOSS HIM OUT IF HE GETS THERE BEFORE ME OR NOT
IT DOESN'T MATTER I KNOW MILLS WILL NOT TRUST HIM AND LIKE I WILL FEEL REALLY BAD IF THEY DO ANYTHING TO HIM BC HE'S LIKE MY BABY CLONE OF NATHANIEL AND LIEK OKAY HE'S A BIT WEIRD AND stuff but that doesn't mean he's not able to say anything back okay i will claw your hair out this little boy is my little brother you hurt him and idc if youre older and upper than me i will hurt you back e.e and like i have to Ask on a scale of one to ten how shy he is bc if im shy this boy is like 182838299291 pwrcent shyer and like god he needs to shape up i set him up for destruction.
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Ugy shriek bc 40 minutes left
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SHRIEK SHRIEK
HELP MEEEEEE
HOW DO I TALK TO THIS LITTLE MUNCHKIN HE'S LIKE ON THE VERGE OF CRYING IF I EVEN RAISE MY VOICE -
I feel really bad bc he lost a family member at 12and like now hes 16 too qnd still shy and tbh idk what to say to him bc like i don't think im supposed to know this but like it was right there and like the file and like now idk i feel freakwd out bc he's so sensitive and i thought that guys like this only existed in Hollywood movies and now i know they do exiwt and now know how hrd it is to deal w them bc if you say something wrong they'll take it wrong and the last thing i want is to see him cry and like firat sgt hasn't noticed that he's like this or else he'll have a talk w him and like now im like wtf am i supposed to say okay so do i ask him hey how are you and then ask him personality questions or do i just shut up and only mention rotc questions and teach him how to manage files and stuff bc if he isn't convincing shes going to pull me out afterwards and like i will cry okay like idfk I will make you become one of the greatest cadets this program has seen okay i make it my duty
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I am like contradicting myself so much rn satan pls help me w this boy i hope we xont end up in q crying session
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Hey, sugar lump
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Yay so we went to thw thing i was actually early there b4 him so weee speed walking and basically running to there paid of and like a couple minutes later he came in and was like hey and i was like hello and i was like rlly creeped out though bc there was an old man there and tbh i didn't know if i was even supposed to be in there bc it was dark and sinister and o.O
Okay so then im not going to call him by his real name on here bc idk i don't trust the virtual diary i have here but he's basically this little deer looking boy its so cute he even gets scared like one too so like o3o miiinnneeee little munchkin of a brother
Okqy so i was like your files are here mine are here you go put these here and like yeah and then a bunch of other people came in and were like Gencarellu help w this and i was like f u im busy and then like more people came in and i was drowning bc there were humans everywhere and everything was loud and i couldn't talk much w anyone bc i kept being dragged away and liek ;0; and like me and this other girl were the only le-3s there so i was like oh god
But meanwhile he seemed rlly calm and just stood at the back corner table and ignored everyone and got through three files and it was like ^-^ and i was rlly proud bc mills wasn't there Nd no one hurt him and i didn't have to stab anyone and magical rainbow nation
So after they left me the f--- alone i went over to him and was like ^-^ o u get it and he was all like mhm and i was like ;u; fetus fetus
And yeah rlly proud bc he didn't start to cry or lash out on everyone and yeah he too gets nervous when he talks so hey it's cool.
On the way out he told me he too was an only child so ig that kind of explains why he's so jittery and nervous too and i was like cool me too and so yeah and then i went to my car and he went on his way to the bus and Travis just stared and i honestly couldn't tell wether he was mad sad or annoyed but his face wasn't pretty
which btw i played cupid for him and the b---- and set them up together on a 'date' by telling him that it was obvious she liked him and he was like ..oh i didn't know and like yeah he asked her out and woo fourteen year old getting her dream of dating a 18 yo guy accomplished good for her c:
And yeah
Oh i work from 1-7 now so c":
Halloween is gr8
Um
O.o that's it
Oh no it's not
I have two scrapped elbows, five paper cuts on my index finger, two bruises on my right knee, a ant bite on my ankle, and a cut on my thigh from last week's pt
Damn these mother f---ers really know how to pt like we crawled on the ground and i got the scrapped elbows from there
amd then we did push ups
And then a bunch of other excersise
I failed knowledge questions for this week bc I forgot my 3rd General order i was like ??????
And then ahe was like study, Gencarellu and i was like WAIT THIS CADET REMEMBERED THEIR THIRD GENERAL ORDER IS TO REPORT ALL VIOLATIONSO F ORDERS I'M INSTRUCTED TO INFORCE and she was like, that's nice, unfortunately inspection is over.
And i was like djdjcjjdososisisj
C: so yeah.
And what else
Nom nom nom nom nom nom nom
Oh yea, um
o.O i got a flu shot, and my arm still hurts.
And Julien hates me bc im still in rotc even though he wanted me to drop it
And Brandy is still dating that e.e guy
And Rhiannon still doesn't respect me
And yeah
UPDATE
It's 4 am and i was asleep bc i have trouble sleeping and i had just barely been able to absorb the last hour of sleep i had
When all of a f---en sudden my phone starts ringing and my mind is all like lol f--- it go to sleep
But i pick it up anyway and answer all angry and annoyed so im all like "WhO iS tHis??" And it turns out it was Rhiannon saying she needed first sgts number and im all like wtf why are you even awake rn and she's like i'm at work and im like super pissed off so i just said gee i don't know it, ask Neff since she's the only one you listen to, and hung up
because stfu i don't like you bc hypocrite ok Idc as long as you don't listen i won't hear you.
And yeah now im staring at the wall bc no sleep.
Gee aren't u nice
Im v nice to ppl irl to ppl i like if i dnt like u ill ignore u and b mean and c": sooooo hypppppocriticallll
Brb going to get ready for school there's no way i'm getting sleep.
I AM LIKE ABOUT TO CRY
I NEED TO FIND MMUNCHKIN BC FILES ARE DONE TODAY, SO THAT WE CAN GIVE OUT PAPERS TOMORROW BUT I DON'T WANT TO SOUND LIKE A CONTROL HUMAN SO LIKE HXJSJSJSJSJSJSJSNSNS
I NEED HIM BC TOMORROW I HAVE WORK SO I CAN'T COME IN BUT LIKE I FORGOT TO TELL HIM THAT YESTERDAY AND I'M FRUSTRATED BC NO ONE KNOWS HIM AND LIEK E.E I WILL FIND YOU -
Is the office allowed to give you information about kids bc i'm probably going to go there ans i mean i look like im trust worthy im even wearing a dress and everything i think i look okay enough to get info about their schedule bc i rlly need him to go there today
Y do you take it so seriously e.e
Its rotc i take rotc v serious rotc is lide rotc is pove i love the rotc i exhale and inhale it okay -
Pove and lide lol yes
Love and life
Idfk I'll probably go in there alone today and stalk him again for 1 minute tomorrow.
Jk let him drown
That's better
Time to go into the world alone son -
So
Im in geo science rn and theres only three of us in here today bc the rest are sophomores and it's testing day for them w the psat thing and tbh im impressed at how silent the room is
We only have one test and now we just sit on the internet. -
Time 2 kill myself
C:
Jk it's fine
Everything is fine.
We're all fine.
Gah
Okay, yeah it's fine.
For a second i almost thought i lost the thing holy f---
O.o hm -
So after sgt comes Staff sgt but i cant be that bc that requires drill and i can't anymore
Okay so also about the hair thing
I decided to move to Vegas and do it at Paul Mitchell school of hair design bc its the best school there is, and they want you everywhere Bc he's such an important guy.
^~^ this weekend mom qnd i will drive there and get a tour bc that's why im working tomorrow and friday
Tbh i can't wait to get out of work like o.O it's starting to gwt more crowded ans sales are going up but like it's so overpriced like o.e -
Wait im not moving to Vegas this week wtf
No
Qfter i graduate, I'll crawl over there and hopefully find a job there and get into the school and apartments bc wee.
f---, one more year.
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