just randomness
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Thread Topic: just randomness
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hawk13 Newbiei hate sunny days
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I think they're great
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hawk13 Newbiedon't you ever feel like you're in the hell in that kind of weather o.o
i mean, i can't stand the heat -
Um.. nah. I mean, I don't like burning hot sunny days. I like the soft gentle sunny days with some wind and clouds.
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hawk13 Newbiewell, that sounds good , maybe near the sea side
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Yeah. :)
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hawk13 Newbie*that smile was awkward, i always feel like that's a killer's innocent smile before doing sth not so innocent*
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hawk13 Newbie" I am given and I am taken. I was at your first breath. You didn't ask for me. But I'll follow you till the death."
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hawk13 NewbieGrandpa died, four hours ago.
It was so weird to be in the same room with a person whose heart stoppped. His opened and teethless mouth was creepy.
We weren't close, and I didn't cry. But seeing my grandma crying was awful.
His last moments were peaceful, he wasn't in pain , they said. At least we can be grateful about that. -
canadalover55 NewbieSorry to hear that
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hawk13 Newbiethanks
I just need to write it down, for myself. -
hawk13 NewbieI can't let them go. I just can't, because of the memories and connections we have , bad or good. They have too much space in my head, most of the time. I hate to death some of them , I really do love and respect some of them. But in the end , I just can't say goodbye or have an end with all of them.
Even if our schools change , I always find a way to not to disconnect. It includes stalking, unfortunately, thanks to social media. It's not sth that I can't stop in that moment. It have became a reaction, a pulse , a habit of mine.
I hate it. I hate being connected and still not letting them go. I know that I have to , but I just can't. It's too hard.
Weird part is , I actually let one of them go , but I didn't realize till today . I saw one of them in the bus. I wasn't looking on her side , so I didn't know it was her till she got off on the bus. And I didn't feel anything , surprisingly. No hate . For someone like me , it was a miracle . That's the thing that makes me sit and think about it all night.
So I can actually let them go with the help of time ?
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