I've been cheating on music.
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Thread Topic: I've been cheating on music.
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I should just f---ing die and end it all. I don't give a damn what my parents say, I'm not safe anymore. ;-; I should juxt f---ing die.
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Raven- Can I tell you why i'm like this? Why I am who I am at the moment...?
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Why? I know, it's because of me. I was f---ing unloyal, now if you need me I might be in a grave or with the fishys. This will be the sixth time I'll try to f---ing committ...
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THat's not it, actually-
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Why then? Tell me please... before I die,...
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You shouldn't die. You aren't hated by everyone. I wish you could see that. You are sweet.
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Raven noooooooooo don't die
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Gingerbread- *hugs* ;-;
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Boring life story coming up
Look, I was born without a mom.. Forced to live with my father, my brother, Sam, by my side. Sam and I grew close together, it was as if he and I were best friends. Soon, my dad started drinking. Staying up late- He started getting aggressive. Years go by and he's a drunk now, abusing Sam and I. Last year it got too bad and my grandmother ended up taking Sam. She did not have enough room to take me. I was fine. I was glad my brother could get away from all the abuse. Though, does not change the fact i've forced with being a punching bag. It's been months upon months ever since i've seen Samuel and my dad keeps telling me "Oh, you'll see him. I'll have your grandma take you for a visit-" Two month's he's said that. Nothing- Nada- Zip- Zero. He says "I love you" but abuses me so I doubt it- I just... I lost someone I love dearly IRL. The closest person to me- I just... Can't loose anymore and I am in a huge depression state. So please forgive me for not being able to show love- I just can't take this abuse much longer. -
DSL- I'm sorry. ;-; Really, I am super sorry. When I was younger, my dad saved me from a wild dog attack. That's what made me like this. Depressed, Stressed, and lots more. I just can't live this Hell called life.
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Neither can I- I just... want to see my brother- It'd... make me happy if I could know how he's d-doing.
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It would make me happier if I just die and no longer live in depression. I'm always depressed, I got to wash the blood of my vain. It might take 10 minutes or so. So byee...
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Hey- I forgive you...
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Ktikat: *hugs back* See, people go through things and they survive because they dying is pointless. You can impact someone one day. You never know.
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Gingerbread- Have you not SEEN my left vain? It looks like an animal attacked it from the inside!
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